Daily Thoughts

Truth

I just texted the guy that means so much to me ,

but he is busy ,

"studying " , like he had told me,

but if you want to , you can;

and if you're really intrested in talking to me , you will be able to , no matter what .

re-reading the old chat between me and "Him" ,

I laugh about what we had , and cried for what we've lost,

knowing that it wasn't all "your fault" 

but I was also wrong at some points.

I made a mistake , I know ,

to not replying in time ,

and that made you lost some intrest for me,

but I hadn't wait to fix the problem,

because I didn't forget what happened in the last times ,

I know it was a mistake ,

but I really hope you'll forgive me about that ,

because it really hurts me to see you everyday , and remember all the good times that we had , 

once upon a time,

that faded away and will never return.

hope one day , you will read this ,

and just forgive me about the past descisions that I've made,

and we just live happily again, like nothing happened,

but I know that ,

that will never happen again.