When I thought that I lost feelings for you ....
I dreamt of you this night,it was a little weird , that one dream ,but I'm happy that I talked to you. I went to buy something that I don't really remember what was, and I saw a girl who was mad at me. I went to her .
"-Look! Me and "Him" don't talk anymore, so please leave me lone ! We broke up like five months ago , so please stop !", I said.
She rolled her eyes and kept walking , never giving a shit about what I said. and then, "Him" came and gave me something (I don't really remember what was), and touched my hand , like , he grab it. I've never touched him , even grab his hand , kissed him , hugged him before. I felt butterflies im my stomach while i was sleeping , while I was DREAMING! That was a little crazy...
After some time , we met again , in a room full with students , I don't know exactly where we were , but "Him" was there. I grabbed his hand , and hugged him. He was surprised.
"-Why did you do that..? He asked.
-Cuz I know that you won't be there when I woke up! I replied.
-But , i'm here! What do you mean..?
- No, you're not! If I woke up , You'll go away , so just let me feel you a last time before we say goodbye..."
He hugged me tightly, and kissed my front. Some tears went off my eyes.....
I really wanted that dream to last longer, but I woke up... Some real tears were on my cheeks..
So I really cried for him..? So do I still love him or it was just a dream that went a little weird...?
Do I keep waiting for him, or I just move on..?
I don't really know , but all what I can know now is that "maybe" I still have some feelings for him.
Hope I will have that good ending that I always dreamt of...
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Daily Thoughts
Poetryvent , venting , nothing much , just writing my daily thoughts about you. As long as I exist, you'll be loved.
