August

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Today, we bit farwell the month of July, because as well we are the 31st.

     It been one whole year, we were August. We were still together. We were no more than best friends, watching the second season of Jujutsu Kaisen, and trying to convince you that Geto is dead. 

     Maybe I won't feel like that again, because the second season of jujutsu kaisen ended last year,and also you're no longer in my life . 

       Maybe one day, we gonna return and talk to eachother like we used to do, like we always been, just friends, nothing more. 

    Maybe you are the only person that I cried for when you went out of my life, because you meant a lot for me, and once upon a time you were my love...


     I won't say " I love you " , but everytime I see a beautiful flower, I just want to give it to you , everytime I see the moon, I want you to be with me and see it together. Everytime I see an old couple walking and holding hands, I want to be like that with you oneday. And everytime I close my eyes, all I see is you, and all I think about is you.

     I still listen to that one song that you made me listen to one year ago, exactly in August. Even if people say that it's a trash. But it was a beautiful song, talking about someone that no longer want to stay in his country, I mean our country.  Even if here, it's not that bad.

     But at least you never wanted to stay. Like everybody sys : " If he can act like you've never been lovers, it was never love " . But I keep hoping that you still love me, and you just wanted more space. Or you just wanted me to find someone else, even if for me, you are the best. 

    I still remember all this plans and dreams that we planned together. 

 "- Can I pet a dog if we get married? He asked.

  - I don't think so...... I replied.

   - One. Only one..?

   - Okay... Do whatever you want..

  -  I love you. "

        Even if nobody wanted us to stay together, and just said that we never meant to be. I still want you in my life and want you to be in my future. Because I love you so much. And I want to stay together forever. 

 

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