*same day*
28th March 2023
his voice was like galaxy chocolate.. so so smooth.
"love me partly,
leave me tonight
say don't fall in pieces, i might
just for the fun of it
let my mind just run with it tonight" the song started and i was silent.
our eyes was connected, we was sharing this experience.
a few lyrics passed and i focused in on a certain lyric
"then she came along,
made me believe
made me believe i wouldn't leave her
i'm finished wasting my time
i'm living blurred like those lines"
"i fill my cup to forget her
known it from the get up
this is my demise"
soon after the chorus came and i swallowed the lump in my throat
then, the next verse
"where did you wanna go?
where did you stay last night
save my mind, save my time
yeah, i know i've been holding on
to something for so long
with no eyes yeah i been blind
i been blind
i fill my cup to forget her.."
and the song continued.
i listened until the end
"what do you think?" he asked me after a couple of minutes of silence "you don't like it do you?" he looked at me warily and i laughed a little
"no, its beautiful" i smiled gently
"any improvements i can make??" he questioned me and i raised a brow and laughed at him "you're asking for my advice?" i question him and he nodded smiling "yeah why wouldn't i?" he asked
"because you're as talented as hell.. you don't need my advice" i gave him a compliment
"thank you.." he nodded back at me
"you know i've always loved your voice." i compliment again
"you've always been a zayn girl, admit it." he grinned
"i was always more of a niall girl.. and louis.. i just thought you were sexy as hell and talented" i shrugged
"so you were a zayn girl?" he confirmed and i just laughed and shook my head at him
this felt good
being with him again
i'm still not over what went down with us, and i don't think i will be for a long time.
he hurt me bad and i didn't deserve that.
"i have another song, that i wanna release this year, just to give my fans something before the album next year."
"the album is coming out next year?" i questioned him and he nodded "i've been working on it for nearly 6 years.. just want it to be perfect and represent my life over the last 6 years" he shrugged and i nodded knowingly
"but i wrote a seperate song.. about us." he said and i smiled softly
"its due to be released in the next couple of months.. i was gonna message you and pre warn you before its release in case our fans and the media make links putting two and two together about it being about you, but now you're here you can listen to it" he said making me nervous
"is it that obvious it's about me?" i made a face
"not really" he shook his head "can't be about gigi though can it, im not with her, everyone knows that. so why would i make a song about love.. about her.. when im not with her?" he asked, and it made sense.
"lets hear it.. what's it called?" i asked while he tried finding it on his phone
"love like this."
"im nervous" i admitted and he laughed looking up, rubbing his chin "what you nervous for?"
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Ego (Jude Bellingham)
FanfictionAnastasia is a singer and model and has been signed to a label since she was 16 years old, now she is 20 years old and has the world in her hands. but, with that sort of fame, comes trouble.
