CHAPTER 9: Mistress

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10th February 2023

i have no idea who is going to be at my launch tonight

i don't have many friends

well.. i do! just none my age really. which is sad but my friends in the industry are older than me.
i am friends with more actors who are around my age like jenna ortega, we've become friends and she's the sweetest.

but my friends include beyonce (i class her as a friend) normani who i looveee, ariana, dua, jenna ortega, millie bobby brown, jade from little mix, megan thee stallion, doja cat, tyla etc

i am also really good friends with louis' twin sisters who are my age, phoebe and daisy. but i'm also good friends with the other sister, lottie who is 23 years old.

louis' family basically adopted me once louis signed me, meaning i'm close to the family. especially the twins.
and lottie is a big sister.

i wonder who makes it tonight, because i know henry and elizabeth will have asked all these and more.
i guess it'll show tonight how loved i really am as a person and artist.

it is now 5pm and i am almost ready.. one of my stylists, Alda, picked out a cute outfit for me.
she has styled people like naomi campbell and michael jackson in the late 90s.
she is in her late 50s and is the sweetest woman i have met.

she knows about style; obviously, and has seen so many trends come and go. she's so up to date and knows what she's doing. i trust her the most out of everyone to make me look good for events like this.

 i trust her the most out of everyone to make me look good for events like this

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i looked at myself in the mirror.
i look good.
we wanted to go for something a little more simply, we didn't want extravagant as it was only a song release party and not a album.
but we are already planning my album release party outfit.. its going to be big.

but i'm wearing this outfit for food and the party.

i touched up my hair and smiled.

i look damn good.

i continue listening to beyonce on my speaker as i head into my kitchen and pour myself a glass of wine out.
starting early!

i sip on it as i dance in my thigh high heels.. a lesson i learned how to do QUICK in this industry. because we all wanna look good while we're performing.

i trained doing beyoncé's technique,
dancing in heels to make sure my performance skills were top notch and then running while singing so i wouldn't be out of breath. then i had to learn how to run in heels also.
hard core training!

it's like a military operation.

i was dancing to Freakum Dress while sipping on my wine when i heard a chuckle, i turned around quickly to see jude. i turned my music down and gave him a look.

"bellingham" i narrowed my eyes at him "how did you get in?" i asked him

"climbed through a window" he said sarcastically "alda let me in" he shook his head "how else did you think?"

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