Letting my love go

Part 13

After my last class I went home, I walked in the door and mom is coming down the stairs, she said at least one of her boys came home, she knows where I laid my head at this past weekend, she's been wondering where Robert has been spending his nights. I told mom Rob met a guy, she said he's keeping him a secret do I know why.

I told mom he just wants to be sure before he brings him around the family, she asked have I met him, I told her I have and he's a nice guy, give Rob time he'll introduce him to them, mom said he better not be another one of Roberts gold-diggers, especially now that Robert will be inheriting the money gramps left him.

I told mom I don't think his man friend needs his money, she said I have to have Sasha over for dinner soon, mom I'm moving in with Sasha, she said she'd rather wish I was telling her he proposed to me, but us young people don't believe in marriage anymore, I told her I do, but this gives me time to really see how Sasha is by living with him.

Mom said her and dad didn't shack up she lived with her parents and dad asked her to marry him, I kissed mom and told her we'll have them over as soon as I get settled in.

I guess next Robert will be moving in with the person he's been spending so much time with no one's going to be here.

Mom, you know, you've been talking about taking in a foster child so do it, that way this house will have a kid in it, she said, or Robert can give her a grandniece or nephew to run around here.

I'm sorry Sean, I didn't mean it that way, he said it's okay he knows he can't give me a grandchild, I told him he can if he and Sasha get married and get a surrogate, even if the child doesn't have our blood, he can adopt the baby, and it will still be my grandchild.

First mom I have to get Sasha to propose to me, she said I can always ask him, I told her that's a thought, I went upstairs to my room, and I packed some of my things, the rest I'll send for, I went back downstairs and told mom I'm leaving now, she said it looks like I'm not taking everything, I told her I'll send for the rest of my things later, I kissed her.

Tell dad I'll call him later, mom said she's not going to cry, I hugged her and said if I don't leave now I will, she told me go and be with my man, I left and headed to Sasha's house. I don't know why I'm so emotional I've moved out before.

 I got to the house, and used my key to get in, Ms. Parker came into the living room and said she saw me from the monitor, she said more clothes to wash around here, she washes on Tuesdays and Thursdays, wash my own funny underwear, I look like I wear those men panties, I started to say sometimes I don't wear underwear at all.

I told her yes, ma'am, she told me she made all the side dishes for the meal Mrs. Kincaid is bringing the meat, she's sure I like meat, she told me she'll be leaving now everything is in the warmer. Write out a list of things I like she'll get them the next time she goes to the market; she looked me up and down and said why buy the cow when her boss can get the milk for free, she walked out of the door.

 Damn and I thought our Ms. Anna had a mouth on her, now I do feel at home, I took my things up to the master bedroom, I opened the closet and Dontae's things are still in it, I took my things to the guestroom. If Sasha really let him go, why is his things still here after two years.

I walked around the house and checked out the rest of the rooms up here, I've only been in two rooms up here, the guestroom and Sasha's room, I tried to open one door it was locked, funny this is the only door locked. I went back to the guest room and just sat on the bed still wondering why Dontae's things are still in there after all these years.