Letting my love go

Part 2

(I'm only fooling myself)

After fucking Sumpter for the past four months, he came in my office at the same time he did every Thursday that I worked late, we had sex and I pounded his ass good, he told me he has a new job so we won't be able to fuck here anyway, I told him so, give me his address we can fuck at his place, he said it would be better if we meet up at my place.

I asked him is there something he's not telling me, he said actually he's married, but that doesn't have to stop what we're doing, I asked him male or female, he said female, I said he's been letting me fuck him raw, and he has a wife. How the fuck does he know if I had anything and could've given it to his wife, he said they haven't slept together in months, they're getting a divorce, he's just staying with her because of the kids.

Kids! I told him I wish him well with his new job, but we won't be seeing each other anymore, he said that's why he didn't say anything, fags always trip when they find out he's bisexual. I told him he never even gave me a choice in this; by not telling me he has a family, and he minus well face it he's taking dick so who's the fag around here we both are, he said if we kept seeing each other he'd be fucking me, he's heard me say plenty of times while I was fucking him, I wanted dick.

I told him to get the fuck out, he said don't get loud with him how would I like it if he told my boss, we've been fucking, I told him to do what he wants, I don't give a damn I got dressed and walked out. I went home and told Dontae what happened with Sumpter, that was the first time I said his name to bae.

I told Dontae I'm glad it happened, I was bored with Sumpter anyway, I showered and went downstairs and ate, I'm really glad I found out the truth about Sumpter, because I was thinking about taking him away for a long weekend. I was going to fuck him and end it with us he just saved me time and money.

I walked in the living room and looked at Dontae's picture on the piano, I said Okay I can fool myself but not him, I enjoyed Sumpters company and fucking him, but it was just sex, no one can have what's his and that's my heart.

As horny as I am, I want some dick, but like I said no one gets what's my baes, I went upstairs and got dressed and started to go to a club, but I changed my mind and drove past this place, I saw the name of the place, it's the man spot, I heard of the place, but never been in there. I turned around and drove into the parking lot, I sat in the car and watched dudes going in, some were younger or around my age and some were older men.

I got out of the car and walked in, the dude behind the glass asked me how he can help me, I told him I've never been here before, can he tell me about this place, he told me about a one-day membership and the cost of a locker, or a room or a six-month membership. I asked him what he recommends, he told me try the one day and a locker, and if I like it next time take the six-month membership.

I told him I'll do that, he told me he needs my I.D. it will be twenty-five dollars cash or charge, I gave him cash, and my I.D. he said locker number 64, gave me a key my check out time is seven a.m. he buzzed a door, and I walked in. Another guy came up to me and said he'll show me around, we walked through the place and he told me what the rooms were, he showed me the sauna and steam rooms, and the bar, people were looking at me like I was fresh meet, some of the dudes were very handsome young and older well some of them one guy who winked at me was fat bald and not attractive at least not to me.

The guy told me to enjoy myself and he walked me back to the locker room, he told me I can purchase wet shoes at the front desk he suggested that I not walk around barefooted, I got some and went back to my locker and got undressed and put them on and wrapped the towel around me.

I walked around and I saw this one dude he couldn't have been no older than eighteen if that, I don't fuck with kids and walked around some more.

As I'm walking around this dude said sup with you, I said just checking things out, I'm new here, he said so is he, I asked him how old he is, he said twenty-five, and me, I said twenty-seven, but I don't think he's twenty-five. He said Okay, he's twenty-three, it's not too far from twenty-five. He told me I'm fine as hell, lucky him to be the first to meet me, or is he the first.