If This Isn't Love

55: MAY 2019 - Forever Changed

Seokjin finally returned to Dallas. Oddly, Luisa wondered why he hadn't asked her to pick him up at the airport. Instead, he appeared at her apartment door without luggage, suggesting he had first stopped at his place.

From the moment he stepped inside, she sensed something was off. His strikingly handsome face bore an unmistakable weariness and sadness. But instead of addressing it, she couldn't help but propel herself toward him.

"Jin! My love!" She cupped his face in her hands, planting kisses on both cheeks before capturing his lips in a fervent kiss.

His arms encircled her tightly as he reciprocated the kiss with an intensity that spoke of longing and desperation.

She felt his body responding and drew back from the kiss. "My love, I'm so happy you're here! Let's go to my room, huh? I've missed you so much! I can feel that you missed me, too!" She smiled and led him to her bedroom by the hand.

Once in the room she pushed him toward the bed and extended her body over his, resuming her fevered kisses. "I've missed you so much! I love you so much! I can't believe you're home!"

She was like a woman possessed. She pulled his shirt from his waistband and whipped it over his head. She began to plant kisses on his neck, his collarbone, his chest, spurred on by his breathless moans. She trailed her lips down to his stomach while her hands battled with his pants.

Seokjin's hands covered hers. "Lu, baby, wait a sec. Let me...catch my breath."

She hopped off his body and stood before him. "I wish I could. You have no idea how much I want you!" She began removing her clothing until she was only in her underwear. She had worn her prettiest and sexiest set.

Seokjin gasped and moved to the edge of the bed, pulling her body between his legs. His face burrowed into her breasts. "Oh, God, Lu!"

"I'll let you do the honors," she murmured into his hair. She turned around giving him her back, lifting her hair up. "Go ahead. Unhook me. Do whatever you need to, my love. Quickly!"

Seokjin's hands moved to her bra clasp.The heat from his hands made her tremble in anticipation.

She whirled around, tossing the bra aside. "Now the rest," she panted.

When he hesitated, she grabbed his hands and cupped them over her breasts. "Jin, I can't wait."

"Lu, hold up a second," he said through gritted teeth. His hands squeezed her breasts causing her to moan out loud.

"We don't have to wait," she murmured. "We can go fast this first time. I'm ready." Her hand rubbed his hardness over his pants. "You're ready, too." She kissed his face. "Just take me," she whispered. "Take me hard and fast." She knew those words would send him over the edge. She moved his hand to the waistband of her panties and let out a sigh when he pushed them down roughly. She closed her eyes tightly in heightened anticipation.

After a few seconds, a chill washed over her. Jin's absence—no touch, no kiss—made her open her eyes, expecting to see him undressing.

Instead, he stared blankly into the distance, as if he couldn't bear to look at her.

"Sweetie, is something wrong?" Her voice nearly faltered, but it trailed off as she caught sight of tears streaming down his cheeks. "Oh my God! Jin, what's the matter?" She reached for his shoulders, concern flooding her. "My love, what's wrong? You're crying."

He nodded slowly, wiping his tears with the back of his hand. "Y-Yes. I mean, nothing's really wrong. I just... I haven't told you that... that..."

She held her breath, urging him gently, "Yes?"