Letter Supply | Shaylor

Thirty Eight - SOSA

I had told the guys that I wanted to watch the fireworks. I hear they're amazing out here. All of them have been in this environment besides, well never mind- none of us Canadians have been here.

All of us walked along side in one big group, probably like five in the back, five in the front. But nobody was left out. It was good.

This was also a chance for us to promote our tour since all of us were here. We had Hayes film our small vine along with an upcoming YouTube video that we will promote on all our Vines. As Taylor and Cameron being the oldest, they were in charge for the biggest promotions. (And they reminisce magcon the most so yeah it works). Hayes was twelve and too young according to Bart to tour, none of us were eighteen so it wasn't proper I guess even if we had family or Bart supervising. ( Ew Hayes as 12 while I make Aaron 15 it's okay they're more like bffs wait well they're pen pals ohajwnw I'll discuss them later then )

We started the vine.

"HI IM NASH." "CAMERON." "TAY BANDANA BOY." "MATT & CARTER!" "JACK & JACK!" "AARON HEY." "OH UH SHAWN, HI."

Damn it why was I so awkward.

Together we raised our voices continuing,

"AKA NINE OUT OF NINE."

In the description we talked about how they should be prepared to meet us and watch different acts and line ups from all of us all over the world, well for now just America and Canada- Taylor is hoping to go international.

I still have my fear in front of singing with other people. Speaking of that, Matthew suggested that I sing a cover and post it now, just to prove to people I am active and deserve to be in this tour as much as the others.

I stood in front of the sunset and began.

As long as you - thud.

There was an impact of the teddy bear that Cameron had won that collided with my head.

Everyone behind the camera had shared a laugh as I admit I did hide a small smile behind this. But honestly, it did hurt.

"There. This will go viral. Everyone loves seeing cute guys getting hurt." Nash laughed before giving my phone to me.

We were alerted by Aaron saying that the fireworks were about to begin. "How about go on a Ferris wheel and watch?" Hayes suggested. "WAIT." Nash screamed, "Let's go to that group seating thing. Max is ten to fifteen people as well, we can all sit there and let it take us all around the amusement park!"

It was another moment for us to bond and they suggested that we could finish the YouTube video in time before the fireworks.

"Hey I'm Nash and this is Cameron. We both make dumb vines of ourselves."

"Yo, I'm Carter!" "BABY, it's Carter & Matt! Anyways, hey I'm Matt and we do couples things. We are the tour's otp!"

"PUBIC HAIR! You're going to be wanting to hear that a lot more don't you? And you know where you can? Well..."

"Carpenter here and I'm not a Carpenter but I do comedy clips of like sports."

"We are..." "JACK" "AND" "JACK" "together we do raps and singing and a ton of shit that you need to see us as together. Not one."

"Shawn Mendes, I like singing?"

We all introduced ourselves and once again I know I will have the least fans because I'm an awkward little shit fuck.

Taylor introduced Nine out of Nine.

"As I said earlier. You can find the phrase 'pubic hair' and these other comedians or talented guys at our new tour called Nine out of Nine, or to make things short NCON."

Cameron was dealing with promoting location and pricing.

"We will be touring the U.S. and Canada having many different sets for all of our fans. Tickets will be sold in the link of any of the guys descriptions no later than October 5th."

All of gathered in front of the camera and yelled with all our energy, "ONE TWO THREE #SOSA!" And huddled in a group.

Hayes faced the camera to him and made the tone of a speedy precautions bullshit promoter, "Come check us out on the NCON website! Merch will be in the link below and so will tickets. We are not responsible for any loss items or failures at the event."

This is the beginning of something so magical I can feel it. I understand that I had my doubts on this whole, getting famous through Internet, type of thing but I'm glad it's happening.

I can't thank Taylor enough for this opportunity.

Oh wait, I don't think any of us even had the chance to talk to our parents. Well aside for the guys like Nash, Matt Carter, and Taylor- their parents are aware of their online success so they'd be beyond proud of this. Then the Jacks, they've been wanting this. I'm just not to sure of Cameron and I.

"Cameron can we talk?" I pulled him and stood a bit distant of the guys who were getting some snacks for or little flight around the amusement park. "Coming guys?"

I shooed them with my empty hand that wasn't holding onto Cameron's arm. "Not yet, you guys order." I tugged him somewhere that was far from hearing but roughly visible to the other guys.

"Yes Shawn?" He asked me looking down, towering me as I had to tip toe to look into his eyes as where we were didn't have much light.

"So.. what about home?"

"I'm ready to move on."

"But..."

"You aren't?"

"No."

He swung both his arms over my shoulder as he allowed his chin to rest on my head. "It's going to be okay Shawn. If you want, well tell them together." all I did was nod, feeling his warmth transfer with mine. "Mhmm.."

I couldn't leave them, he knows family is everything to me. As much as I may be confused with relationships, I am certain that my relationship with family is my first priority.

"I love my family so much.."

"We are your family."

[ july 11 8:42 p ]