Letter Supply | Shaylor

Thirty Six - Got A Keeper

When I left I felt the wind behind me coming, as there were footsteps. I didn't bother to turn around because I knew it was one of the guys.

"Wait up kid."

I stood my ground and waited like told.

"What?" I looked at him.

He walked along with me without saying anything else. "So..." I asked obnoxiously. "Look I'm sorry for what went on back there." He didn't have to apologize. "What. I'm talentless. Not your fault."

"Let's just..." I paused him. "You don't like me. What are you doing with me. It's best for the both of us if you just went back with the other guys and talked out your plans."

He ignored me and lift me by my stomach, my feet lifting off the ground as I felt my body over his shoulders. "Jack put me down!" I yelled. "Leave me alone. I hate you and you know that!" Like wise, he did not listen.

I wanted to figure him out. Why does he want to give me these pep talks. Why am I the one he wants to hangout with right now.

"Tell me why you're here? Please. Then I suppose it wouldn't be wrong to hang out."

He still remained remained silent, but instead of me being his rag doll, he actually put me down. "Felt your stomach grumbling on my shoulder. Let's eat." Weird because when we did have that 'lunch' I left before my food came. Meaning it just gone to waste.

"Let's just go back to the guys then, maybe our food is done." He shook his head at my offer. "You don't need to be in their business. If they don't want you fuck it. Your own boyfriend didn't even chase after you."

Okay now he's just rubbing it in. Making me feel worse than I already was.

He brought me to a tiny food stand. The simple snacks like hot dogs and fries or some ham sandwiches.

"I'll take two hot dogs, large fries and a strawberry milk shake- extra sweet, two straws." He winked at the cashier as she clicked the buttons of the orders.

"Why so nice all of a sudden?" I asked. "Don't push it." He spoke monotonously.

We got our foods when they called number thirty two and sat on a bench across some ride at California Adventure.

I guess it was a visible sight to stay at, just to look at the entrance alerting us when the guys would come over. We were suppose to come here and hang out but well the email.

Ugh. I don't want to ask why Gilinsky is being this way but it's really sickening me. We use to be best friends then he started teasing me. Here we are again and well, sharing a strawberry milk shake with two straw.

Nice.

"So want to tell me now?" I asked taking my last bite of the hot dog as he uncomfortably eyed me down. Its not like I'm deep throating it. "Stop starting." I pushed him.

He looked at me a little closer. Like, his face, I felt his warmth press up on me. I didn't like it but he kept coming closer, maybe three inches away. His thumb skimmed my cheek, then lips. It was a nice feeling, until he backed away. "Yup, that was ketchup!"

Oh.

"Hey Jack... how do you feel about this? Like are you ready to tour and sing and stuff?" I asked awkwardly. "Yeah, been trying to do this with Jack during this whole time and now it's happening. But you know, all the other guys, they never really meant for them to blow up and now here they are. It makes me kind of go , oh, you know what I mean? But hey, at least I'm meeting new people and doing something I love."

He had a good point. I want to work up to this position if I'm going to be apart of this tour. But once again, snapping back to yesterday, I was so angry that they leaked my singing videos. Why would I want to be in spotlight. I didn't want this and now I'm hurt over the idea that I am not apart of this? Wait..

The main reason why this whole Bart Borelon thing bothers me is because I will loose all my friends while they're traveling and I'm in Canada. That's the main problem.

I don't think I could leave my parents either. Oh wait, I could leave my mom like that because of the whole affair with Sammy's dad but I can't leave my sister I love her too much. My dad is always there for me and what happens when I am not around anymore? What if Aaliyah finds about about them. Nobody will be able to stan each other. I was the one to piece it all together every time anybody had a fight.

"Jack. What about Canada?"

"What about it. I am ready to leave. I don't think Johnson is but I couldn't wait. I paid Taylor to take me here and I planned on staying. There you have it. My confession.."

I was shocked. Taylor lied saying he invited the Jacks, not this way around.

I asked Gilinsky how much he paid Taylor only to get a very proud response, "He told me not to pay, just to leave you alone."

I should of known, Taylor is too generous to give bribes like that. Then there's the fact that he dropped all the money and decided to help me instead.

I've got a keeper.

[ 5:08 07-09 ]