Letter Supply | Shaylor

Four - Feeling

And instead of all these "if I did" they became to "I am."

I am writing to Taylor.

I am writing to him because,

This is what he told me in his fourth sent letter,

" Shawn!

Hi guy, so I was wondering... about that reply. Look I guess I'll take the grade I deserve. Since it's the last month of school, my grades are kind of due soon then I'm off to summer. I'm not to sure if you're ignoring me because you care or don't. You probably don't care about these letters. I'm here to tell you this will be my last one. I am giving up on you, sadly giving up on us if you won't work like this. This whole pen pal thing is not working out between us. All I wanted was a friend. Sorry to bother you, I'm sorry wasted paper on you and my writing. I'll just... well I don't want to replace my non-replying pen pal with a new one so I'll just mess up my grade and not show her any new letters from you or anybody else at all. thanks for nothing, don't read this with sympathy, just get over this message like how you've read all my other ones. I don't know how you've read them but idk there's that tone everyone had in their mind when they read. Don't read this one sad and sappy.

Last sad regards,
Taylor M. Caniff

(P.S. wish we could of been something. "

I reread his personal statement over and over again. It made me wonder what he meant.

Is this only a feeling for a pen pal?

Once again, these thoughts shouldn't control me. I don't understand why I am falling for some person from letters.

Damn it.

I just said falling for.

I honestly didn't mean that.

It's not. It's not what it looks like.

You can not fall for someone just by reading the anonymous letters they give you.

...that's right 'you cannot' but I can...

[ May 24 - 10:52 p ]