Letter Supply | Shaylor

Twenty Seven - Fuckn Dinner

Hello California! Well in two days! I am beyond excited. Taylor, Cameron, and Aaron are talking about the beaches they will be able to go to while I'm just hoping to find a nice theater there.

I even started texting Johnson yesterday. We are great friends, along with Sammy, I don't have his phone number just to keep my distance because honestly, yes I liked him but for the meantime... my priority is Taylor. But oh I still love those anonymous letters, which aren't as anonymous because I found out Sammy wrote them.

"Shawn! This will be so awesome! Damn it ugh I'm gonna meet Nash!!!" Cameron shook my arms. "And thanks to Taylor I might meet Hayes, right ! You said Hayes is with Nash at the moment!" Aaron was so flabbergasted.

I'm glad they're going to hang out and make some friends while it leaves me to be with Taylor and get to know him better in a whole new country. Can't fight this excitement.

It's what today basically consisted of.

I got home and it was typically very odd. Both parents cars were come and so was Aaliyah. I swear it's not usual and I haven't hold her what I found out because of he time she went over to her friends house when I went to Sammys party.

Oh speaking of Sammy...

I walked in the house and was welcomed by him. Holy shit why. I looked around the living room and saw Aaliyah and Sammy's little sister, must of been the one she met.

"What are you two doing here?" I awkwardly smiled as he brought me to a hug. "Well, my parents also. We're having dinner together! Why'd you come home so late?"

I kind of furrowed my eyebrows and looked at my phone watch. It was only like an hour after school ends anyways. "I was with Taylor... and-" His lips skimmed on mine before laying a kiss, "Ohh okay. Anyways you're with me now." I mentally screamed but I mean I followed him through my own house.

Guess we're having dinner together.

Now, my parents don't quite know I am gay. I mean I didn't know. Never told them. I pretty much accept it after reading these letters. I didn't want to call myself gay because I had feelings for Sammy. I wanted to be sure by the physical actions and not just my thoughts. I think they figured it out after all the times I'm with Cameron and Taylor.

"Hey Shawn! Never thought you'd be friends with Sammy again!" My mom called me, reaching for a hug. I completely wanted to push and disregard her but it's not my business to hate her when I'm not completely sure if she cheated on my dad or not.

When I looked around to greet Sammy's parents I made eye contact with some man. He looked awfully familiar. I swear....

That day.

Sammy's dad is the guy my mom was with when I was walking home, wanting to get my mom a cake. I pulled Sammy's arm and tugged him up the stairs.

"Have fun boys." Our sisters said in a submissive tone before we went up.

"Do you know what happened?!"

"No babe... but it's hot on you."

I couldn't help but want to just attack him, and in the good way.

I explained to him how I saw his dad with my mom. Everything detailed. Their actions. All of it. I just, ahh... he seemed so upset.

"Shawn you can't be serious." I pulled him into a hug and rubbed his back. He kept holding on but started walking me backwards. I fell onto the bed with him hovering me. "Not now Sam. Please." My hands stayed on his chest to keep our distance. He understood and end up sliding his body to the side of me.

"I'm sorry. But that hurts."

"You're the only one I told." I whispered.

"Not even Cam or Taylor?"

"No..."

He laid a kiss down my cheek.

I feel terrible for leading him on because I swear I'm not ready to see myself with Taylor anymore. Oh shit, did I just say Taylor. I meant to say Sammy.

"Boys dinner!" I hear my dad call.

We went downstairs and the table was set for Sammy's family across mine. However, I say with Sammy and Emily (Sammy's sisters actual name but I'm pretending she's a younger version to be friends with Aaali), with Aaliyah. I can see Sammy's dad directly across my mom and I personally don't like it.

We ate. Everyone was talking together but I had my own side conversations with Sammy.

"When can I ask you to be my boyfriend?" Sam questioned playing with his fork. "From what we know, our parents, just please not now. That's the last thing I need."

"The last thing you need is me?"

"That's not what I meant."

Sammy allowed to help clean up along with me as the fathers took a drink outside and Aaliyah and Em made cookies.

He had asked if he could spend the night but I told him no, reasons of, its a Monday night, Aaliyah might ask Em to stay over, and because I can't have anything suspicious.

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"Bye everyone." I said before closing the door.

My dad smiled and hugged my sister. "You get along with her so well! And I really enjoy Ben's company." (Aware that Benny is the brother but I don't completely know.) "I like him too." my mom spoke. "What?" I furrowed. "Oh... I mean yeah. Their company is great."

Caught a bitch slipping.

It's going to be a long week until the trip.

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Sorry if I haven't been updating

& if you're confused about the whole letter thing, it'll make sense soon... and just read I think chapter24 for clarity ?

Also, happy 2 months since ive met shawn 😔

[ june 24, 15 - 12:25 p ]