Letter Supply | Shaylor

Thirty Nine - Gaze Somewhere Else

Cameron promised me that as soon as we were back at Taylor's we should tell them. I hope so because I don't want them to find out from social media before I get to tell them.

Well like.. nothing is uploaded or shared yet, we aren't allowed to post until tomorrow, that makes it officially one week until our first show down in Dallas, Texas.

"Let's get back and enjoy our time for now. Alright, Shawn?" I nodded at Cameron's offer. "I love you Shawn.. don't worry about what's going to happen. It'll be fine. I mean, you'll miss them but I know you're capable. There's so many ways to get in contact. Hey, how about letters hmmm?" I smiled at the thought.

We walked to the guys who already had their little snacks for our little roundabout. "Took you guys long enough, geez Shameron!" Aaron exclaimed, he always had his tint of jealousy on how us two were closer than them. "I'll... I'll tell you later Aaron." I realized that he would be traveling too and I don't know if his parents will allow it. Oh gosh, I feel terrible now I see why Aaron would be jealous.
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We got in line by following the glowing trees, you know, Christmas lights dangling on trees and bushes, they lead the way to the ride.

All of us got close to our significant other. The man saw all of us and spoke, "The largest crafts are all occupied. We can only do couples, or fours." We looked at each other and decided maybe it was best if we could go in pairs. "Well just do twos." Taylor planned.

"Hey Shawn..." Gilinsky whispered. "What?" I looked his direction and he tugged me. Before I could pull away, I was being seated with him. We were buckled in and I mentally sighed. I stayed silent until we were lifted up. I could see Shawn furrowing his eye brows. Now that we're away from the others, "WHAT THE FUCK DUDE!" I shouted at Gilinsky. He smirked, puting his elbows up and his feet propped on the metal bar.

I just rolled my eyes and crossed my arms, waiting for the other carts to get up. I could see Taylor waving his hands to me. "SHAWN!" Cameron yelled. What an odd pairing, if anything I did not expect my boyfriend to want to sit with my best friend on some close tiny little hard to breath sky ride for two.

"I know you know something." He says clinging onto my collar. "What?? I DONT KNOW ANYTHING." he smirks at me, "You and Johnson have been close lately, there has to be something he's not telling me."

The only thing that came to mind was the idea of Johnson having feelings for Jack. We were at Sam's pool party and he confessed to me although he wouldn't tell Jack because he already puts me through a lot of shit.

Jack brought his face closer to mine, oh no not this déjà vu from earlier. But this time he was leaning in even more than earlier. His lips swiped mine, with one more inch in, I would be kissing him. And I don't want that. "Tell me what you know or I'll tell Taylor what had happened on this ride... was not peasant."

I pushed him back making him hit his head against the metal seating. "FINE." Gilinsky winked, "Got you." I don't know if this means I'm betraying Johnson or what but Gilinsky seems gay with his acts from today, as long as I tell Johnson what happened he will understand.

"Jack likes you!" I told him. Gilinsky's eyes lit up and he became, innocent. "Does he..." I smiled, "Yes would I lie?" He shook his head. "I like him too."

Good. Now Gilinsky can back the fuck off and Taylor will understand that none of the Jacks like me because they have each other.

"Now please, take your gaze somewhere else. It's beautiful up here, stop looking at me."

"But you're probably better looking that all of that."

I swear this guy is the most bipolar kid I know. One day he's my best friend, then he beat me up and now he's basically calling me attractive. But I get it, I was this way too not sure of my feelings for guys.

"Keep your eyes on Jack okay. He does like you. I hope you understand that he is gay and so am I and Taylor, oh plus Matt & Carter. You really shouldn't pick on gays."

"Dude don't you get it. I don't pick on gays. I picked on you because Sammy is my best friend. I didn't care if you liked guys. I cared because you liked Sammy. And now I know you don't like Jack, were cool."

And with that whole awkward talk about being gay, we landed back on ground.

Taylor came up to me.

"Missed you. What was that back there?"

"He had things to get off his chest."

"Oh and so did I. Cameron told me something."

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Sorry if you don't like where this is going. Like if you don't appreciate taking a turn back into 'magcon' I thought of this story a while back and I'm sticking with it. Even though I'm not as fond of the guys- however I do truly love and support them, it's just that, I know my distance and know I'm just a fan. Basically, not as obsessed. But I love Shawn and Taylor with all my heart no matter what still ♡

Read my Marter CAtthew book, it's something different I'm doing like it's cool I think lol Matt gets nudes and screenshots it but doesn't know who's dick lmao

[ july 12 12:09 a ]