Letter Supply | Shaylor

Forty - Couldn't Be Happier

"Baby, I want to write you some letters and you're going to read them on your trip back home." Taylor said, tucking his arms under me. Yes, tonight I get to be the big spoon, and yes he said home.

Cameron had told Taylor that I was afraid of my parents reaction or if they'll even accept what I am trying to pursue. All of the guys actually talked about it in the car on the drive home. Their parents accept that they move to LA to accomplish big things, and it happened.

Now its up to Cameron and I to get our permission, the Jacks are also leaving with us as planned because they want to gather all their things and enjoy Canada before the show starts.

Its already official for Nash and Catthew to live in Taylor's summer home but a week from now, so will us Canadians. I am glad that there are like what nine rooms. Praise a boyfriend with popular friends and a rich family, not that I am a gold digger or that he's my sugar daddy but oh well.

We still have a few days to hang out, besides, its only a weekend trip.

"Shawn you sleeping?" he tickled my underarms. "No.."I giggled. "Then babe, talk to me. I love you so much." he smiled into my neck before placing his lips it. "I know its a lot to take in but trust me, this adventure is fun. I had a small portion of it back with Nash when we went down to New York together once. We sort of got mobbed in town square. It was a successful feeling. I know you'd love the attention, love." I felt his body squeeze against mine. "Are you calling me an attention seeker!" I gasped. "No, love. I didn't mean it like that!" I get it, I really do but I enjoy teasing my baby.

I swear, I still over think, us. How did it come to piece that he so called happen to be my pen pal for a project all the way in Princeton, Indiana and now we are sharing the same bed in Los Angeles, California. Sometimes I don't think I acknowledge him enough. The idea of him wanting to write me letters made me want to melt, that's how we grew as a couple, our relationship- friends and lovers.

"Tay?" I whispered. I look down at him and from whatever possible light left, I see his eyes shut. I kiss his forehead. "I love you too too so so much...... so much baby boy." I smiled and pulled him close as I could feel the pressure of his chest breathing in and out. His heartbeat aside mine, I feel his love more than I ever had before. Everything is right in front of me and I swear, I couldn't be happier.

I love him.

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I felt a weird movement against my body causing me to wake up. "Shaawn.." Taylor mumbled, but it wasn't just any type of tone, he had the sound of lust and crave and pleasure. It felt so good as it flowed to my ears. I had to lick my lips and rub my eyes open. As I did so, I saw that he was grinding himself against me. It felt, yeah, great but knowing that he is asleep isn't right.

I mean in the future, I do see myself giving him what he wants, especially in a situation like this but as I am a virgin, and maybe he is one too, I will not exceed the limits and take him on while he's sleeping.

Oh my horny little boy, have to love this kid. I can't wait until we are close enough so I can take a Carter & Matt role where they suck each other off on the ferris wheel and give handies on rollercoasters. I am sure we will get there.

Wow, before falling asleep, I was talking about Taylor in the most loving way and now I am awake again, I just want to rip his clothes off and feel him in every and any way possible.

"SH-hanw!" he moaned again. In his sleep.

I need to cool off, or maybe push him so he would stop. As much as I don't want to, I used a pillow to separate us so I could get some sleep.. I am tired too... and I just might do, things, if I don't end things now. I schooch him a little but he ends up laying flat on his stomach, thrusting the bed instead of my thigh that was in between his crotch.

Okay, just one more push a little.

Oops.

I end up kicking him so hard that I made him fall onto the floor.

"Taylor?" I called under breath. No response.

Oh well. I shall sleep in peace.

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(yeah i said a week in the past but i kind of want to get to the touring already so i changed it.. so they have labor day weekend off and went to LA okokok, and they start the tour October ya? SURE

i felt so shaylor when the clock striked 12 and im doing an all nighter catching up on tons of writing, by the way i think this is the 7th day in a row where i updated daily. bless me honesty.. its fun.

gosh you dont understand how much i really do love shawn and taylor, i love all the guys. my first fav was carter and matt. i knew them when the didnt even post youtube videos yet, trust me thats a while ago. shawn and the jacks were my last favorites since last summer ever since i downloaded wattpad, happy one year to me. anyways, shawn and taylor hit me very personally, i adore them so much and yes there are times where i am like ugh taylor ur a bitch right now or like shawn stop worrying so much about promos and pls start more covers but in the end i know that well.. i cant even put it to words i love them, i love all the guys.. for some reason i feel lke i have a personal connection with matt and taylor-like i know you even though i dont. then cam nash carter theyre like some guys i use to be friends wiht, and then we have aaorn i adore and look up to hinm so mch. but shawn danmm i love him love leovlveoke m love him oh i cant velive i met him and tylor i idkde its pronany late so im just ranting but i love them - stunnershawn

[ july 13 11:58 pm ]