Letter Supply | Shaylor

Forty Four - Make It Up

I put my sunglasses over my eyes and rock my head to the beat. "Ah... finally back in LA." I moan as I step out the cab. When I was in Canada this morning I gave my dad and sister a last goodbye.

Cameron and I also just reminisced the place before we left. We talked about he good memories and how coming back to school won't be the same.

"So, do you really think Taylor is capable of what he actually wants to do with me?" I poke Cameron's back.

"You make it seem like he's going to murder you! You'll be fine. He would never pressure you into anything anyways. Even I know that."

I am really, really scared to embrace what Taylor is planning for us. I swear I'm pretty traumatized at heart.

"You walk in!"

"No you!"

"You Shawn!"

Cameron tackled me while arguing about who should enter the house first. I end up flipping him over so I was on top of his hips, punching his chest while his hands were lightly choking my neck.

"Uh hey guys..." Taylor, Nash, and Aaron greeted us as we slowly looked up. Cameron roughly pushed me off before offering a hand. I dusted myself off, then his back before entering the house.

Taylor grabbed my arm back out of the doorway and opened his arms in a big welcoming. I jumped into them, burying my face into his neck. "I missed you." He screamed. "It's only been two days."

"Every second without you is time that I miss you." He squealed. I hopped off him. "Okay. Too cheesy."

We got into the house and it was way trashier before we left. "What happened?w I looked toward Taylor. "Games...."

"Speaking of games, I'd like to address something I came up with today." Carter walks with his hands behind his back happily. He holds a snapback with shredded paper in it.

I swear he's treating this like a carnival. Any moment he'll say 'step right up.'

Matthew joined along as we sat listening to them in a circle of bean bags.

"So in here are like, kinks and rooms, and positions. You guys choose one. Whatever paper you get, you get to use on your significant other. You know, the same ones you guys have used for the relay. Some of you came you aren't dating but fuck we all know!" Matthew glared at the Jacks.

I looked at Cameron in fear. Did Taylor plan this to get my pants off. I am terrified.

"Shawn you okay?" He asked pulling me onto his lap, I already felt something poking there. I cringed.

"Carter and I got the pool, vibrator, and he gets to fuck me on all fours. Yessss..." he smiled holding the paper.

"This is Taylor's house, you get second pic brother-in!" Carter let himself shake the hat a little before Taylor swiveled his hand in it. He unfolded and read it to himself.

"Can I get another one..." he whispered to Carter. Carter winked and shook his head no. I hear Taylor sigh.

"Now the rest of you, come here and get it yourself. We shall have fun in five minutes!" Matthew seemed so excited.

I guess this is what we come back to.

"What is it Taylor?"

"Closet... bandanas... freestyle position."

He looked scared at the thought.

"If you don't want to we don't have-"

"Well do it."

He walks me toward the downstairs closet where we had the pool supplies and random board games. It was pretty compact considering it's also where all the guys shoes were at.

"Crowded here. A big house but small closet?" I sighed. "Sorry.."

"SHAYLOR STARTED EARLY DAM!" Cameron yelled out. "Fuck yeah!" I hear him screaming.

"Well... Cameron seems excited for us." Taylor announced with an awkward smile. I could see him easily because there was a small light at the top where you hit to turn on or off.

I started to tear up, wiping occasionally. I didn't want Taylor to look so I grabbed the bandana he had and put it over my eyes. He started to grab hold of my belt until I started to sniffle.

"Shawn are you crying?" He pouted, taking the bandana off displaying my watery eyes. He put the bandana over my head. "Heh, twins. You're adorable." With that he kissed my cheek.

Taylor grabbed both my hands as he tried to make more room in this closet. "You don't want this do you?" I shook my head.

"We don't have to do it here then... and besides. I would not, I repeat, would not make your first time in some closet." Taylor added. I held his body close as I felt the connection we always had.

He offered to play a game instead. I told him we should sneak out but Matthew had a rule that if one couple decided to not obey their papered instructions then they'd be punished. "Ooo-okay. A board game it is then."

We played goldfish until I got a bit tired of it. For the rest of the time, I laid in Taylor's lap as he talked to me and told me all the reasons why I meant so much to him.

"Did you get my letter?" I asked him out of nowhere. "No." Oh it was important.

"When it comes, it'll be my first priority." He smiled. "Now let's get out. I don't care about the punishment."

Before he got up to reach for the door knob I grabbed his hand. "What did you want to ask me through the phone?"

"I uhh, I... Uhm. Wanted to know if you wanted to do a Photoshoot together. We can wear nice clothes for some of regular stuff for them and uh what not."

I smiled at the thought before brining my lips to his. "I love it."

I feel like he's completely lying though. Look at him stutter ugh, fake baby. My boyfriend it too afraid to admit that he wants something else from me but hey I'm the one who is afraid to give it to him.

Now I think I've scared Taylor off and he probably doesn't want to have sex with me at all because of how in-dominant I am.

Maybe I'll make it up to him.

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If you wonder why there haven't been big smut scenes in this book it's because I don't want to portray the two as only looking for that (well in this book) because of how they started off with each other. I'm sorry.

Shawn and Taylor no no not yet.

I mean if you want a book that takes things fast then read the Guitars and Bandanas one or Online Dating

Self promos vanish, omg im becoming Nash or Shawn ):

[ july 28 7:10 p ]