Letter Supply | Shaylor

Forty Two - I Need You

I actually started writing again.

Taylor had just dropped us off to the airport. He told me that him and the guys were just going to work on videos and settle on business work.

I sat along Cameron, hiding my writings from him because these letters were pretty, well, for one, inappropriate, intimate, and personal.

"Ready to ask your parents!" Cameron smiled trying to high five. I forgot that was the whole complete reason why we were going back him in the first place.

Approval.

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There were many fills of familiar cars at my driveway when we had über take Cameron and I to my home.

As the door swung open I was introduced by the dipshit.

Sammy's dad. Haven't forgotten yet? One I suspect is cheating with my mom.

"Oh hey." I weakly smiled. "Hi son." Back the fuck off. "You'll never guess!"

I followed him into the kitchen where we sadly were welcomed by more of the Wilks. "Hey baby!" Sammy yelled towards me trying to wrap his arms over me. "Yes?"

He told me he missed me and I guess I did to but I didn't think too much about him since I had Taylor and the other guys.

"I knew you were coming home so I asked to spend the night." He smirked. "They said yes!" He started pointing downwards and I really didn't want to even know what that could of meant.

"You asked them, they said yes. But I'm sorry. No... Cameron is sleeping over." He really wasn't but what was there for me to say. Its better having Cameron than Sammy in my bed when Taylor is a complete country and coast away.

He frowned and just nodded. Just when I thought we were going to walk straight, he turned back around to me and placed his lips onto mine. It's literally hard not to kiss back honestly when there is a guy directly in front of you but, hey, I pushed his chest.

"Ah. You do want me."

I spotted my parents coming down the stairs. They seemed to be in a small argument or disagreement. I don't want to push my thoughts any further and I don't think it's best for me to ask right now.

"Hi guys!" I smiled. Their eyes both lit up as they trampled their way toward me. "Welcome back son!"

Haha... "about that." I avoided eye contact. Cameron budged me just so I could get the words out but it was difficult. Way way harder than I thought.

"So. Start off with this... my talent has gotten noticed and I was wondering. Well, no.. like okay." I stuttered until Cameron approached me and spoke. "We got invited to a tour and Shawn is wondering...."

"CAN I ATTEND THE TOUR?" I squealed. My dad honestly looked the greatest he's been in a while, like the last time Aaliyah said she wanted to join a hockey team. As for my mom, she had that expression when I found her kissing Sam's mom.

"SON IM GLAD YOURE CHASING YOUR DREAM. YOU HAVENT SANG SINCE YOU WERE TEN!" He hugged me and told me he 'approved one hundred percent' and 'couldn't be happier.'

It made me excited.

"Mom?" I sighed. "I don't want my baby to leave." I frowned, I left a long time ago. "You're not going Shawn." she spoke so direct compared to earlier.

"WHY NOT?"

"I say no. You need to stay here."

"Do you have a reason?"

"I am..."

"Mom."

"Pregnant."

My lips dropped. I moved my sight from her and looked behind to my dad. He looked in shock as well. Like, is this what they argued about?

"How?" My dad sighed.

"I knew it mom."

I looked at my dad. I gave him a massive hug before storming upstairs and looking for Aaliyah. "I love you." I whispered before leaving the room. "Shawn I'm glad you're back, why are you in a hurry?"

"SHAWN COME BACK." I hear my mom yell from downstairs as I walk through the hallway from Aaliyah's to my room.

"Shawn?" I hear Cameron walking up the stairs. He knocked on my door before walking completely in. "Sorry?..."

"What do you know?" He sighed.

I kept packing and packing. I walked out my room to grab another luggage from my parents room and started throwing everything in there.

"Talk to me..." Cameron slowly paced himself around the room.

I had no words besides what my actions show. I am moving. Literally. I'm grabbing everything and going.

"I'm going to take my dad out and then stay with you until we go back to America and start tour." I wiped the tears out of my eyes, avoiding the fact that I am completely crying in front of my best friend, while I hear my parents walking up.

My mom stood right in front of the door as Cameron held one of mine and his luggage. "Bye." I said way to blunt.

"Dad... Want to have lunch?" I smiled at him as he agreed. He nodded. "Cameron too?" The three of us walked out, only seeing mom Sammy and his dad standing by the doorway. "WAIT." I screamed.

I ran upstairs and demanded Aaliyah to put her shoes on. "Let's go!"

We walked hand and hand down the stairs and I glared my mom and the Wilks. "Have a happy family life."

"Let's go dad." I smiled at him, buckling my seat belt. "Love you."

He looked really happy.

I started writing in the car because it usually resolved everything.

Taylor,

I can actually say that in letters, I'm surprised. I can give you nicknamed and everything. So hey, I know didn't really talk to my mom, addressing her about the issue but I want to take my dad and Aaliyah to California. Do you have the expenses? But trust me I'm not using you for that. I love you so much but my dad deserves better. You mean everything to me but so do they. What I told you last time was true.. my mom. I don't need her, I need you.

Love,
Shawn

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Yo I haven't been motivated to write bc the whole drama on Twitter makes me so like sad and it's hard to keep writing when you know these guys are arguing.

Therefore, this is a sad chapter, if I feel okay then like maybe ill stick with the original plan

WHO AM I FYCKNN KIDDNNN

Of course I will stick with the plan

I'm just not as motivated

And I got a ton of less reads :(

So it makes me sort of want to stop for a long time bc whenever I don't write, I get more readers.. weird.

[ July 23 15 9:16 p ]