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Hear You Me ; Chapter Thirteen

Dan and Allison lie in the bed, their chests rising up and down slowly as their bare, hot skin touched while they cuddled.

"I love you so much, Allison." Dan whispered into her ear. Allison turned around slowly and kissed Dan passionately before they heard a car door slam.

"My parents!!" she whisper-screamed and scrambled to get off her bed, dragging Dan to do the same. They pulled their clothes on quickly and Allison ran to get a hair brush. They went to the door slowly and caught their breath.

"Hey sweetie, who's this?" Allison's father asked as she greeted him at the door.

"This is Dan." she told them and put her arms around him, pulling his hand around her waist. "Dan, this is my dad, Jared, and my mom, Angie."

"Hi, nice to meet you." Dan told them politely and shook their hands.

"Okay, well sit down you three and I'll make some tea." Angie politely told them and they listened.

In 5 minutes, Dan and Allison were holding hands and talking to her parents when Dan phone started to vibrate. He ignored the call at first since it was only his mom, and then she called again. "Sorry, my mum is ringing, excuse me." he told them politely and excused himself.

"Hey, I'm at Allison's house, what's up?"

"Honey, don't you have a friend named Phil or something, dark hair and bright eyes?" Her voice was shaky and panicked, sounding like she was in a rush to do something.

Dan's face flushed but then got panicked, remembering how his mother was a nurse and there was only one place she could be right now... work. She has only met once. "Mom, what's happening?" he asked and clenched his hands into a fist.

"He's at the hospital. He tri-"

"Okay, I'll be there in 30." he cut her off, not letting her explain what happened. "Hey, sorry you guys, but my..grandmother is in the hospital." he quickly came up with an excuse and panic grew on their faces, "can any of you maybe give me a ride? My mom is a nurse and is working on my Nan right now."

"Of course honey, get your stuff and I'll bring you down real quick." Angie spoke up first and rapidly went to the door as Dan quickly threw his bag over his shoulder and put his shoes on.

They jumped into the really nice car and it started in a second and they flew off.

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"Dan?" He heard a familiar voice call out. He turned away from the receptionist he was speaking to, about how to find Phil, and saw Chris and Pj huddled in the corner of the waiting room. Pj just sat there, puffy eyed and sniffling, while Chris got up and walked over to Dan.

"Chris, my mom called, what happened with Phil? She said she had him as a patient. Can you explain?" Dan asked rapidly.

"W-well, there are these..these red marks around Phil's neck and stuff. So, basically, like, we think that he tried to hang himself. There's like bruises all over his face." Chris took a second to breathe and wipe a couple tears that he was too ashamed to let fall.

"When you hang yourself, a lot of blood vessels pop and form the bruises, so basically that's what we think happened. We didn't hear about him trying to do that, but since it was our last day of senior year, we thought he'd be happy to get away from the bullies, but he seemed off. Peej and I figured we should check on him, like we climbed the tree to get to his room, so Pj did first, and when he got in he saw this note on the dresser."

That was the moment he saw Pj clenching a piece of paper, reading it over and over as he sobbed.

"I can let you read it later, but I don't want to disturb Pj, because even though I knew Phil for longer, Pj was extremely close to Phil." Chris explained, more tears slipping as he watched his boyfriend break down more and more by the minute. "We don't know when you'll be able to see him, but just be careful, I'm sure he'll be sensitive, mostly around you."

Dan tried to open his mouth, but no words could escape. He just stared blankly at the wall and slowly sat down in a chair. He kept thinking about how it was probably all his fault, that Phil wouldn't have tried to hang himself if Dan hadn't ditched him for the pretty girl and the popular asshole that convinced him that he himself hated Phil.

"Dan, hi honey, how are you holding up." Dan's mom came in to comfort him. Dan just stared into her eyes and shut his mouth, he couldn't blink and he couldn't speak. "Alright, well since we know that you're close with Phil and his parents wouldn't come, we're going to let you and your friends in, but he's still not awake yet."

Dan nodded slowly and got up to go to Phil's room. He waited for Pj and Chris, but he heard Pj scream slightly and shake his head, not ready to see his friend in the state he was in again. Chris stayed with Pj to comfort him, so it was only Dan by himself.

Dan carefully walked into the room that his mother led him into and closed the door behind him. Not one tear slipped, but then he turned around and saw Phil.

Dan was in his own world, it was only him and Phil and nobody else existed in that moment. He grabbed Phil's hand and clenched it tightly, never letting go. He let one tear fall, and then it was followed by a river of sadness. He was afraid that once he cried, he would never stop, and now he was sure that the fear was coming true. He buried his head into Phil's chest and fixed Phil's hair, remembering the time he straightened his hair and letting out a small chuckle thinking about the sound of Phil's light giggle, the way his tongue poked out of his mouth in that adorable way when he laughed too much.

Dan felt the hand he was holding onto for life squeeze his back and Phil moved a bit, squirming in his bed. Phil's eyes flew open and saw Dan's. Dan caressed Phil's cheek and let tears fall down his face.

"Dan! I promise it was just my parents, they beat me up again." Phil lied, making Dan cry a bit harder.

"We both know that's not true, and don't say it is." Dan told him but Phil shook his head slowly, "don't be scared Phil, it's okay."

"No, it's not. I'm a mess, I'm sorry to ruin your day." Phil said but Dan took his fingers and pushed Phil's lips into a smile. This of course, made Phil smile and giggle.

"Phil, whenever I hear you giggle or see you smile, my day is ten times better. Just when I see your face my day gets better. I wish I never had talked to Tommy ever, I wish that day two weeks ago never happened. I lied when I said that I tried to forget about our kisses. Your lips against mine is the only feeling I ever want again. I missed you, and I missed that warm feeling I always got around you. I'm in love with you Phil Lester, I always have been and I always will be." Dan confessed and let more tears spill out.

Phil spoke in almost a whisper, "But, what about her and your so called 'reputation'?"

Dan almost jumped out of his seat in frustration. "DAMN IT PHIL, IT'S YOU. IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN YOU WHO I'VE BEEN IN LOVE WITH. I-" Dan caught his breath shakily "I'm just so... in love with you. Everything about you."

"Dan, thank god, I love you too." Phil admitted and pressed his lips against Dan's.

There was nothing but happiness and love, and they never wanted to be anywhere but each other's arms again.

Okay so that was quick I suppose, sorry not sorry if it was too quick.

Anyways we finally passed 900 yay!! thank you so much for actually reading all the sadness that I write I'm surprised so many people have put up with it..even though most people read like half the story and stop...but thanks for getting to chapter 13 I love you guys!!

That's basically all I have to say.. except I'm giving credits to my friend Isabella/ m_rretta for helping me with this chapter and so many others because I'm an american shit that doesn't know a lot.

Love always,
Mary