Because she made me believe (ZAYN MALIK)

Mine II

Dedicated to Reen_Malik'

Song for this chapter : Crazy in love - Beyonce.

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Allana's POV

The expression on his face has been haunting me. Pain , betrayal , hurt , anger his hazel were depicting the array of emotions experienced by him. He looked so vulnerable and dare I say broken. I wanted to run and comfort him in my arms. Apologize profusely. Tell him that I don't like Josh . I don't feel any emotion for Josh. He is just a friend. Nobody could ever mean to me the way Zayn does. I wanted to kiss him and take away all the worries etched on his face. I wanted to tell him that in these few weeks he had grown over me and captured an irreplaceable place in my heart.

But I wouldn't do that. Not after I let my guard down in front of him accepting my emotions only to have them being trampled upon by him. Why should I comfort him when he has unleashed this agony upon me ? It ached watching Cara kissing him. It ached when he made so many promises to me. It ached to know that everything he had said to me were nothing but lies. It ached to know that I had fallen so deep for this man that his absence would leave a permanent hole in my heart.

It was nearly 8pm and Josh would be arriving soon to pick me up for our supposed date. Truth be told I wanted to jump under the covers and cry myself to sleep dulling the ache of Zayn's traitorous ways. But I was not some weak girl. I had sworn to myself that never in my life I would let someone so close to me that they could stab my heart and walk away when they wanted too. My mother had done enough damage and even though I was starting to heal I could never trust anyone with myself.I had been naïve to consider Zayn as an exception but alas he turned out just like any other.

With a final dab of lip gloss on my lips I saw my reflection in the mirror. I had definitely gone all out in dressing myself tonight. Perfect make up , long heels and a sleeveless white laced knee length dress. My exterior was in complete contrast to my interior. My hair were tied in a ponytail a small way of my rebellion against Zayn. He loved it when I wore my hair down. Ugh Zayn.

There was a knock on my door. Josh had arrived to pick me up. We were going to a fancy restaurant that served the most delicious Italian food. Josh had been gung ho about that place and I let him choose it because frankly this date didn't matter at all to me. It was just a mode to distract myself.

The knocking grew louder. These heels were a pain to walk to in and Josh was certainly very impatient. I opened the door and my visitor cast me a sinister smirk walking in to my dismayal. His raven black hair were disheveled and he smelled as if he had smoken an entire packet at once.Even in his inebriated state Zayn looked as dashing as ever in his black shirt and ripped skinny jeans. His hazel eyes ran down my entire body and I had never felt more conscious in my entire life.

"Don't you look ravishing ?" , He told me in a condescending tone.

" Thank you for complimenting me Zayn. Now you should leave because my date should be arriving to me pick me at any moment." I told him in a confident voice.

"Of course you have a date tonight. How can I forget ? I came here to give you a present .An accessory which will enhance your beauty." He said moving towards me.

" I don't want anything from you Zayn. Please leave." I told him in a shrill voice.

His demeanor was cold and I felt extremely nervous. He shook his head moving closer to me and I stepped backwards.This continued until I found myself against the wall . How cliché .