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I couldn't perceive what I heard. If I'm not mistaken, she for sure took someone else's name just now.
Who's Nishant? Did I really miss something about her in her biodata?
I didn't know why but the moment she begged me at my feet not to go ahead, my heart clenched. In a fit of rage and hatred, I was about to commit something I wouldn't have forgiven myself for.
No matter how much I despised her, I wasn't a man to stoop too low to force myself on my wife. Yes, she's my wife and I consider her as one even if I don't say this to her.
I kept staring at her blankly, fallen on feet begging for mercy. It bothered me to see her like that even if it was my intention to break her beyond possible for what she did to my brother.
Ignoring the uneasiness, I stepped back clenching my jaws and fists because I was loathing myself for doing this; for making her think that I'd do something so horrible.
A woman after getting married trusts her husband no matter what and believes that he'd protect her against all the odds no matter how strong she is. But I, I never made her feel safe with me. Never gave her any respect and didn't even value her at all.
All I did was throw insults after insults at her and hurt her so much that she was in this condition today.
Today, I blame myself.
Looking away, I walked out of the room before storming down the stairs. On my way I came across Mia, the head of the maids.
Stopping on my way, I spoke, "Ms. Mia, go and check on your madam." And with that I left.
I wanted to hit myself for hurting her like that. I don't know why I'm feeling so guilty when it was my intention to break her. I shouldn't have been bothered right?
I had already claimed in front of her to divorce her and marry Arshi after one year but even that feels wrong now.
The conflicting emotions frustrated me way too much that I ended up driving my Mustang at a dangerous speed. The break might fail and I might die without repenting for my sins but right now I'm losing my mind.
Everything feels so messed up and I feel too lost between them to even think straight. But all I just know is that I can't forgive myself for how I made her feel today no matter how much I hate her. If it had been Aisha in her place, and in my place it had been some other man, I'd have given him such a death that even hell might lag behind.
Then how could I do that?
Gritting my teeth, I punched the steering wheel before parking the car by the road, a serene river flowing peacefully by it.
I'm all alone right now and this would be a golden chance for my enemies to get rid of me. I wouldn't have regretted it if I had died in some other situation but right now, if I die, I would regret it.
