TERI DEEWAANI

His Decision

The Flashback Continues....

Prachi :

"What....!!!!???" I heard his Voice and opened my eyes in fear only to see his tearful eyes.

"What....what did you said?" He asked again, not believing his ears.

"I called you here to tell you that It's over Kushaal....everything is over between us, I can't forget Kabir. I still haven't moved on, and wants him too just like he wants me back in his life." I lied with my heart bleeding to death.

I looked at him and saw him already staring at me without even blinking. Tears rolling down his cheeks. That was the most horrible moment for me, to see him like this.

I took out the ring and mangalsutra which he has given me. I kept that on the side table and took a deep breathe controlling my tears.

"I'm sorry Kushaal, thank you for always being there as a friend for me in my highs and lows, I hope you will take it back, and will move away from Kabir and my life." I said getting up from the sofa swing.

He was silent, like a dark night and I was waiting for his response but he didn't replied a single word to me.

After sitting there in silence for a few minutes. I stood up and turned around to leave, without looking at him.

But He held my wrist and turned me around, I had to keep my hands on his chest to support myself, and my open hairs came on my face, and covered it.

He removed the hairs from my face gently and I saw his eyes shining with tears in the light of the moon, that was the moment I wanted to capture for lifetime as his face was looking so much eternally beautiful and divine.

"You want me to leave you?" He asked.

I kept looking at him bound by the spell of his beauty...

" Fine, I will....but promise me one thing, that you will take care of yourself always, as from now on I won't be with you to do that." He said with a lump in his throat.

" And being in love with someone, does not mean that we need to be in a relationship with them." He said, making the guilt cross through my heart.

"Aren't you angry at me for leaving you like this?" I asked him.

He chuckled and looked into my eyes.

"Mohabbat main Mann-marziyaan nahin chalti Kabhi, Sar jhukaaye jaate hain, Hukm-e-yaar par..!!" He replied looking at me.

God....how will I convience myself to see him with someone else. He is the purest form of the emotion that I worship as love.

"I wish you a bright future with your would be life partner." I said.

"I wish you a safe present and a safest future with your so called would be life partner." He retorted back, jealousy dripping from his words.

I involuntarily let out a small chuckle feeling him getting possesive for me, one last time.

I gradually slid myself out of his hold and turned around to go when I heard  his voice again.

" I trust my love for you more than anything in this world and I believe, if my feelings for you were selfless and pure, the desitny will end up taking you back to me, we will end up being together again, love......deny it as much as you want." He said looking at the sky in front of him.

I wiped off my tears and left from terrace leaving him there alone.

I know, I would be called as selfish and disloyal for doing so, but if I would stood there for a single more second, I would end up hugging him and crying in his arms and he would get to know the pain my heart is going through, so I had to leave him there, coming back to my room.