Jeongyeon x fem reader (+Sahyo)

Chapter 23

From then on, the days went by very quickly. The girls were very surprised, but above all very happy that I was doing a solo album. They were even more surprised when I finally told them who this Idol was with whom I was going to do a song.

The fans were even happier when they heard I was finally embarking on a solo career, but they didn't know about my song with Jeongyeon yet. And I already suspected that it would be a big announcement. I couldn't wait for them to hear, and I couldn't wait for my album to come out either, even if it did stress me out a bit. It was a lot of big events in a short space of time, and yet I had the strange feeling that something much bigger was waiting for me.

Jeongyeon and I finally knew all the choreography. So we'd spent the whole day rehearsing it over and over again, just to make sure everything was perfect. And even though dance isn't my main field, I was surprisingly comfortable with it. Maybe because the agency had taken advantage of this collaboration between me and Jeongyeon to get us to do some fan service, and so the choreography contained a lot of contact and eye contact between Jeongyeon and me.

And the final pose...what can I say? Jeongyeon had to hold me by the waist, and I had to wrap my arms around her neck, pulling her closer to me. Fortunately, we didn't have to pretend to kiss. I'd already been far too eager to do so during the rehearsals, and I knew it would have been psychological torture if the choreography had required it.

Jeongyeon: "I know the day's over and the choreographer told us it was okay, but...could we do the song one last time?"

Y/n: "Just the dance?"

Jeongyeon: "Yes, just the dance."

Y/n: "Okay."

I went to turn the music back on and we started the choreography again. Since I could see I was doing well, I looked at Jeongyeon's reflection in the big mirror in front of us. Our movements were perfectly synchronized, fluid and controlled. I continued to watch Jeongyeon intently. She looked really beautiful with her hair moving elegantly with each of her movements, with her cheeks slightly flushed from our whole afternoon of rehearsal, and with her tight-fitting clothes that showed off her sublime body to best advantage.

Tight-fitting clothes are often used when learning new choreography to ensure that we do every move perfectly, and I have to admit that this tended to easily capture my attention.

Then finally, the moment I'd been waiting for and dreading the most arrived. Jeongyeon gently took me by the waist and pulled me closer to her, while I wrapped my arms around her neck and looked straight into her eyes. I lost myself in her dark, bewitching gaze. Her eyes held mine captive, so unsurpassed was their beauty. But when I finally managed to free my gaze from Jeongyeon's, it went straight to her lips, which I found terribly kissable.

I was beginning to have a deep debate with myself. What should I do? Sana would definitely tell me to kiss Jeongyeon. My conscience would tell me not to if I wasn't sure Jeongyeon wouldn't mind. And my fear was what kept me from doing it. But my burning desire for the woman in front of me begged me to risk it. To see once and for all if she loved me. To stop suffering needlessly over things that could have been settled a long time ago. But something deeper was holding me back. Something I'd been fighting for too long now and had tried to ignore, and which unknowingly was what had been preventing me for far too long now from taking the first step towards what I hoped would be a relationship with Jeongyeon. And this thing...my lack of self-confidence...was what was barely holding me back, like a frayed rope about to break, from moving closer to Jeongyeon to kiss her.

I could feel my heart beating rapidly in my chest, as if it wanted to get out, while a war continued to take place in my mind. I felt as if this rope was in front of me, and I had a knife in my hand. Would I cut it? Was I going to get over this lack of confidence that had been eating away at me for years? Or would I cowardly drop the knife and accept that nothing would happen between me and Jeongyeon because of my lack of courage?