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Jungkook woke up with a massive headache, struggling to keep his eyes open. He was barely sober. He groggily opened his eyes and looked around the room, too much in a haze to even notice the fresh clothes on his body. With the same wooziness, he got up from his bed, halting in his bed abruptly when he felt the whole room spin. He closed his eyes until the dizziness left and walked out of his room while rubbing his temple.
He stopped in his tracks when he saw Taehyung come out of his kitchen while giggling and talking animatedly with the headmaid. Jungkook looked at the breakfast spread on the table including the hangover soup; a familiar one at that and the apron on Taehyung confirmed his suspicions.
"Kookie!! You are up!!" A wide smile broke on Taehyung's face when he saw Jungkook on the stairs. He removed the apron and walked towards Jungkook, his smile slowly falling upon noticing his hooded eyes and dark circles under them. "You alright? Your head must be killing you?" Taehyung reached out to cup his face but Jungkook moved away in irritation. Taehyung took a step back and walked towards the dishes on the dining table.
"But don't worry, your savior is here. I made your favorite hangover soup and your breakfast." Taehyung said proudly, pointing at all the food. Jungkook clenched his jaw and looked at the table then back at Taehyung, who had the usual bright smile on his face.
The face that had been haunting him for days now. He doesn't even remember the last time he had a good sleep unless he was under the influence of alcohol and substance. Even then he'd follow him in his dreams. Right now, Jungkook couldn't see anything beyond the frustrations and trouble he had been having because of Taehyung. He can't even sleep with other people when all he thinks about is Taehyung. He was everywhere. Even though he avoided him, he was always in his thoughts and there were many instances where he was hallucinating. The flashes of last night suddenly came rushing to him. The way he hurt his best friend, Eunwoo. He didn't know why he did what he did but he knew the reason definitely pointed to one person- Kim Taehyung.
The guilt of hurting Eunwoo, the regret, the frustrations, the sleepless nights, the hallucinations, the hangover... everything kept piling one over the other and every emotion turned into anger at that moment. He clenched his jaw and closed his eyes, taking heavy breaths to compose himself but nothing seemed to be working. He cannot do this anymore. He can't live like this anymore. He has had enough.
"Kookie?" Taehyung's voice was filled with concern when he saw Jungkook close his eyes and his nose flaring. "Are you okay? I am worried."
"Worried?" Jungkook opened his eyes and scoffed while shaking his head. "If you are so worried then... STAY THE FVCK AWAY FROM ME!!! CAN'T YOU GET THE HINT!? I AM TRYING TO AVOID YOU AND YOU POP UP EVERYWHERE!! INVADING MY PERSONAL SPACE!!! DON'T YOU HAVE A LIFE? WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS LURKING AROUND ME, HUH? ESPECIALLY WHEN I AM STAYING AWAY FROM YOU!!! DON'T YOU SEE IT? I WAS LIVING MY LIFE UNTIL YOU CAME!! YOU'VE MADE MY LIFE HELL!! IT'S YOU!! EVERYTHING IS BECAUSE OF YOU!! YOU--" Jungkook started breathing heavily, his legs giving out on him but he continued in a low and broken voice this time, " You suffocate me... Just... *breathe* Just get--out. Go away--Go..."
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