I Cant Do This Anymore (Nathan Sykes fanfiction)

"It was never meant to get this out of hand"

*Charly's POV

Ahhhhh A nice night in watching chick flicks with popcorn and wine. Perfect! About ten minutes into the first film I hear my phone ringing. I check the caller ID and see Nathans name. I dont know why but something in my gut tells me to answer it. After he lashed out at me I've been ignoring his calls But something just dosent feel right, something feels really wrong. "Hello?". Nothing juat heavy breathing, almost pained. Somethings very very wrong. "Hello Nath? Where are you? Whats happened Nath?" Worry floods my body. "Char....Help" then the line goes dead. Holy shit whats happened! I dont know what to think. Has he been attacked?

*Max's POV

What have I done? I stand there, watching him lie there in a pool of his own blood. He looks so weak and helpless and I did this to him! I dont know what came over me! He just makes me so angry! The day I found otu what happened between him and Lucy, My lucy, was the single worst day of my life. She was my world and he took her away from me! Everytime I think about it, anger and hatred bubble up inside of me and I just have to let it out. I drink to forget it all, forget the mess he's made my life become.

I stare down at my hands, covered in blood. "No, you monster".Thats what I am... a monster. I quickly run into the club and head for the nearest bathroom. I wash my hands and run back out to find the lads, hoping noone spotted me going into the bathroom. I quickly scan the club and find Jay, I run up to him and turn him round to face me, "Jay quick somethings happened!" He looks at me confused "Woah Max calm down, whats happened?" "Its Nath! I went outside for a fag and heard moaning, I went to this alleyway and I found him, think he's been attacked! Please Jay quick!!" His eyes widden and he follows me out of the club into the alleyway. We get there and Naths now out cold, Oh god please dont let him be dead! It was never meant to get this out of hand!

*Jay's POV

I follow Max out of the club, when we get there we find Nath laying there. He's a mess, his face is barely recognisable and theres blood everywhere. I dont thiknk he's breathing! I bend down and put my hand infront of his nose and to my absolute reliefe find he's still alive. barely. "Max go get the rest of the boys while I phone an ambulance!" Max runs back into the club and I hear Nath groan slightly "NATH! NATH CAN YOU HEAR ME!" He groans a little more and fals silent again. I quickly phone for an ambulance as the rest of the lads get here. Shock fills their faces. After what felt like forever the ambulance finally arrives. They put a collar around his neck and put him on one of those spinal board things. One of the paramedics walks up to us "Only one of you can go in with him" I look at the other boys and they all nod at me "well I guess that would be me" I turn to the boys "Get a taxi to the hospital, we've all had a drink, I dont want anyone else ending up like this". I climb into the ambulance and see a paramedic shining a light into his eyes. I look up at her " Will it like hurt him if I hold his hand?" "No love it wont, try talking to him" I didnt care that he was a guy, he's my best mate and band mate. I take his hand "Nath mate, seriously, I know we dont normally do the really mushy shit but you cant die on us, we need you! I need you, your my best mate and I really dont know where I'd be without you" I feel his hand tighten around mine. "Nath!" his eyes flutter open "Jay? where am I? what happened" He manages to croak out. "Nath you got attacked, your in an ambulance on the way to hospital" "Jay everything hurts" I grip his hand " I Know mate but we're gonna get you to hospital and you're gonna feel loads better Nath" He looks at me with fear in his eyes as his eye's roll back and he falls back into unconsiosness. When we get to the hospital they wheel him away from me into a private room as the others turn up, we're ushered into a waiting room where it looks like we'll be in for a while.....

Alright guys? Right well as you can see I've put this fic as "slow updates" bassically in short I suffer with ADD and strruggle to keep focus for long periods of time and atm my focus has been horrendus :O so yeah updates do take a while and I am so sorry :( and I also want to say sorry for spelling and grammer mistakes :( Dyslexia dont make writing fics easy! :L but yeah hope you liked this part :) leave me a comment saying what you thought and CONSTRUCTIVE critiscm is welcome :) much love Ellz xxxx