I Cant Do This Anymore (Nathan Sykes fanfiction)

"Tell me It'll be ok, go on just tell me please"

Nathans POV

I wait at the train station, waiting for my delayed train to take me back to London. Back the the hell that has become my life. My mum was happy to have me back but wouldnt stop fussing over me, constantly going on about how the band was "too much stress for such a young person" and kept trying to get me to open up to her.I just cant, if I tell her I know she'll never let me back into the music buisness again. The nightmares stopped for the first few days as I started to relax but as the end of the week off loomed, they returned in spectacular fashion. My mum woke me up as I was screaming so loud the whole street could hear. She yelled at me that I was not going back but changed her mind. Its been all over the papers "THE WANTEDS YOUNGEST MEMBER IN THE MIDST OF A BREAKDOWN?"  As soon as it got into the papers that I'd been signed a week off for stress everyones been making their own story up about whats been going on.

I've been checking the boys twitters regualy to see what they're all up to. Jay's split up from Carllie, Tom's now an item with Kelsey, Sivas not really been doing much and yep, Max is out every night with a different girl like the manslag he is

All this week I've been checking the newspapers to try and see whats been going on. I know I shouldnt but I cant help myself, its like I enjoy torturing myslef by seeing the person I hate having a good time while my life feels like hell on earth all the time thanks to him. I realise in the rush to get ready this morning I havent had chance to read the newspaper, I quickly dash into the stations shop and pick up whatever looks like it could have a bit of gossip sprawled accross its pages. I turn to the celeb gossip section and the first thing I read almost makes me drop the paper in a mixture of astonishment and fear....

"THE WANTED MAX GEORGE SEEN LEAVING NIGHT VLUB WITH EX-GIRLFRIEND"

"The wanted Max George was seen leaving nightclub "rockers" last night with what is believed to be his ex girlfriend, fashion designer, Lucy Evans, It is believed that the couple dated for a over a year before George made it big with boyband "The Wanted" and things ended between them. Could this be the start of a recindled relationship? Only time will tell...."

I start to shake. No she cant be back! I thought she was out of our lives for good! My head is spinning as the train pulls up to the platform and I get on. I find a seat and stare out of the window, the newspapers still in my hand. I keep re-reading the artical and trying to work out the picture. Its him and Lucy leaving a club, blatantly drunk, holding onto eachother for support and laughing. Maybe it was just a drunken midnight stand? She said she didnt love him! She said she loved me! What if she's only back to cause trouble? Using Max to get to me? That's gonna make him even worse! I suddenly being to think back to when this whole mess kicked off in the first place;

FLASHBACK

"Right guys as much as I love your company I'm heading up to my room to talk to the fans, night!" I head to the kitchen to get a frink and a sandwich before heading up to my room. As much as I love the boys I like to have time to myself. I place the drink and snack on my bedside table and sit down with my laptop. I hear the doorbell go and Max and Lucy's voices echo around the house. They're a really good match, Both loud and love a good time but still love to sit down and just watch a movie every once and a while. Don't think you could ever find a better suited couple!

I load up twitter and send a tweet out to the fans "Evening fanmily! Decided to treat you all! Hows about a follow spree then twitcam?"  My menetions are almost emediatly filled with excited replies when I hear someone heading up the stairs. There are only two rooms at the top of the house and those are mine and Max's so I assume its him and Lucy heading upstairs. Great, better turn my music up so i dont have to listen to him and Lucy if you know what I mean. The door to my room opens and Lucy apears, she seems upset and looks like she's been crying. "Oh my god Lucy whats wrong?" I say getting up to give her a hug.