I Cant Do This Anymore (Nathan Sykes fanfiction)

Broken bones and broken hearts...

*Nathans POV

Bright lights blind me as I'm wheeled through the hospital corridors, I struggle to keep my eyes open as pain contorts every centimeter of my body. I feel like I'm dying. I cant breathe properly, my eyes feel heavy. I'm finally taken to a room where an army of doctors and nurses suround me, Fitting needles into my arms, poking my body, asking me questions. I just want to sleep but they keep saying "Stay with us Nath" "Keep your eyes open mate!".  They take X-rays and send me for scans They inject me with morphine and the edge is taken off the pain. I look at the other end the room and see the doctors huddled round my scan pictures and X-rays, talking in hushed tones that I cant quite hear yet can still make out random words. "Internal bleeding" "page surgery" "need to be quick" "it'll be touch and go" "cuts" "worrying amount of blood loss" "maybe page psych?" page psych? thats like shrinks and shit? crap they saw the cuts, they'll tell everyone. NO THEY CANT! A doctor walks up to me,

"Right Nath, you've broken your jaw, left cheek bone and eye socket aswell as shattering your nose, these can be corrected with surgey and shouldnt leave any perminant disfigurement. Now the worrying thing is you've broken 5 ribs down one side and one of them has punctured your lung. aswell as that you've also ruptured your spleen. This is causing internal bleeding which is a massive concern so we need to get you to surgery as soon as possible" My head is spinning as he tells me this, I look at him "well before that we're going to put a chest drain in so we can reinflate your lung once we've gotten rid of the fluid, but we noticed some suspicious cuts on your legs.." "No please dont tell them, I'm dealing with it just please dont tell them!" "Woah please calm down before you do more damage to your body, if thats what you want we wont tell your loved ones, its your choice"  I try to speak before everything goes black...

*Toms POV

As we sit there waiting for news the door flies open and Charly walks in, "Whats happened!?" Jay ushers her over and she sits down next to him "Nath got beaten up, we dont know who by but Max found him" "is he ok?" "we dont know, he was in a really bad way" She puts her head in her hands "He phoned me, all he said was "char help" and the line went dead" A sudden thought pops into my head "guys he wasnt mugged, whoever did this kenw who he was and planned this" all the boys looked up "But who?" "well isnt it obvious?" they all shake their heads "the guy whos girlfriend he kissed! remember what he said? "next time I'll get you where your mates cant protext you". Shock fills their faces "of course! oh my god why didnt we keep an eye on him?!" Siva says, "we couldnt have, he probably went outside for some air or something and the bloke and his mates probably jumped him"  

I look down at my hands, Siva was right though, we all new there was some thug out there wanting to get Nath but we still danced and left him to it and now this has happened. I look over at Max who hasnt said a word since we got to the hospital. I walk over to him and take a seat next tp him "You ok mate?" He shakes his head "This is all my fault" "how?" He pauses for a minute "Maybe if I'd gone out for a fag earlier I could have seen them and stopped it!" I put an arm round him, "Mate, even if you had gone out earlier, there must have been more then one of them, you'd be joining Nath in that room right now!" he shakes his head "You dont understand" A tear rolls down his cheek and I decide to leave him, Max isnt the sort of guy who would want people fussing around him if he's upset, he likes his space when things happen. But what did he mean I ddnt understand? and how it was his fault? Does he know something?

*Jay'sPOV

Charly's head rests on my shoulder and I look at the other lads. I cant believe this is happening, not to our Nath!  He's never done anything wrong to anyone and he gets this? It's just not fair. The door opens again and a doctor walks in and adresses us

"Well its not good guys, The main worry is he's bleeding internally from a ruptured spleen so he needs to get to surgery as soon as possible. He'll need a blood tranfusion as he's lost a worrying amount of blood. he also broke several ribs including 5 down in his left side in which one punctured his lung. We've put him on a chest drain to get rid of the fluid thats building before we can reinflate it. He also did a lot of damage to his face. There are fractures to his left cheekbone and eye socket. these should heal on their own but will be very saw for a while. He badly broke his jaw which will need surgery and his nose is shattered and will need several operations to fix. Its gonna be touch and go guys" 

I sit there, silence fills the room as everyone struggles to take in what the doctor just said. Charly finally breaks the silence. "can we see him" the doctor shakes his head "The internal bleeding has caused his body to start shutting down, their taking him to surgey as we speak, he's in a bad way, but as they operate they'll be giving him a blood transfusion so we'll all just have to cross our fingers it goes ok. I'll let you know when he's out guys" and with that he walks out of the room. Charly bursts into tear next to me and I feel myself welling uo next to her. Why? He cant die! Nothing will ever be the same if he does! I know we have to try and stay positive but I cant help but let my mind wander into those dark thoughts..

*Charly's POV

As soon as the doctor leaves I burst into tears. Nath cant die! He's my best friend, we may have fallen out but none of that seems relevant now. He needs me. I just want to be there, holding his hand. Staring into his big green eyes, getting lost in them. Rest my head on his shoulder. Just be in his arms. Then a sudden realisation hits me, I'm in lovenwith him. Not a silly little crush, love. My heart breaks a little more as I realise I may not get the chance to tell him...

*In surgery (third person)

Surgeons work tirelesly trying to repair Nathans broken body. They know its bad, This kids in a bad way and they need to work quick to save him. The head surgeon workshard knowing this kid means so much to so many people. He's not dieing tonight. he cant let that happen. How can he live with himself knowing Nathan Sykes died on his operating table? How could he live with himself   if he has to go out to his loved ones and say they lost him? What will they think? Did he make a mistake, could he have saved him? Every incision he makes, he makes carefully with the most sharp procision, Every stictch he makes he double checks to make sure its secure. He's still bleeding, where from? The tension in the room mounts as the team desperately try to locate the new bleed. It comes to a climax the sound of the kid flat lining. Now its a race to bring him back from death itself.

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dun dun dun! First time I've used third person in my work :O So tell me what you think of it, whether it was effective etc :) so thank you guys for the 100 votes! :D means so much to me! and I'm just over a hundred veiws from 10,000! When I first posted this I neveer thought I'd get 10 let alone 10,000! Thank you guys so much :') My readers mean the world to me! Love you guys :3 so hope you like this part! we're nearly finished now but there will be a sequal! :D so drop a comment telling me what you thought :) much love Ellz xxxxxx