Awake

Chapter 30 (Final part)

The two men chased their satisfaction the whole night. Both made sure that neither one was left unsatisfied. It was almost morning when their bodies gave in to the fatigue. No matter how pleasurable the night was or how good they both felt, sleep was not optional. They both needed it.

Yibo woke up first but didn't dare to get out of bed or move because Zhan was still peacefully sleeping cuddled up in his arms.

Looking at the man's sleeping face, Yibo couldn't help the feeling of warmth that washed over him. A year ago, he didn't imagine that such unconditional love would be given to him so deeply. Back then, he only felt vengeance, hate, and anger.

From the moment he heard Zhan's voice, he started to hope. He hoped that this man would share the love and warmth he had. Zhan's voice reached Yibo even in the depth of sleep. He was gentle, kind in his words even when he was talking about a man he did know at all.

Today, at last, this man is his. He unconsciously held Zhan a bit tighter as if afraid someone might take him away, again.

Zhan started to move in his arms, and Yibo was jolted back from his deep thoughts. His eyes were closed even though he had been awake for a while now. So when Zhan moved, he opened his eyes and met Zhan's eyes, looking at him.

"Did i wake you up? Sorry, I was trying so hard not to wake you. My arm was feeling a bit numb, so I was just adjusting my position."

"No, you did not wake me, I have been up for a while. I was just letting you get some more sleep because we both know you need it after last night."

"Are you sure I am the only one who needs sleep? As a doctor, I know you need sleep too because the last I checked, you don't possess any superpowers."

"Nah, I don't need any more sleep than what I have already had. My body will just continue to feel like crap if I sleep any longer. Speaking of bodies, how are you feeling?"

Zhan took a quick inventory of his body so that he could answer Yibo honestly.

"About that, my body will be ok. Right now, I have pain in areas I have never felt pain before."

Color almost left Yibo's face because of how worried he suddenly became.

"I was trying very hard to be gentle, I really didn't mean to hurt you, Zhan. I am so sorry."

Zhan, seeing the worry and panic in Yibo's face, he burst out laughing.

"Why are you suddenly laughing. What's funny about being in pain?"

"Yibo, no matter how gentle you were, there was no way of avoiding pain. I am happy you were gentle because it minimized the pain, but it won't take all of it away."

"I don't like hearing that you are in pain because of me."

"I have never used those parts in that way before...my nipple are sore because they have never been sucked and played with before, my butt is sore because it was the first time I ever gave myself to anyone like that, my back is sore because of all the positions we were in last night, my entire body is sore because last night was a workout and a half...get it?"

None of what Zhan was saying made Yibo feel good. He was now worried that he might have been too selfish in satisfying himself and, in the depth of pleasure, forgot all about Zhan's needs.

"Did you en...I mean, did any of it feel good?"

Zhan's face flushed red because this question brought back all the memories and feelings from last night.

"Is that what you are worried about?"

"Of course, I am worried. Who wouldn't be worried about that?"

"I don't know how to describe it, but last night was beyond what I had imagined it would be. I told you I didn't have any experience, but that didn't mean I lacked knowledge. I knew the theory behind it, but the experience exceeded my expectations. The reason I kept up with you was because I didn't want to stop. I was also worried because you have a lot of experience in that area. I wanted to make sure you were satisfied, too."