Ik the title is kinda goofy but bear with me okay :)
"You're so disrespectful"
"Stop raising ur voice at me"
"No one would want to be around you if you keep this attitude"
"You always have an attitude with me, I'm your mother"
"Adults like me know what's best for you"
You may have heard these words before, right? Well I have a lot very recently. And I'm growing fucking tired of it.
All I want was to get my point through and reason with my mom, but she's so fucking stubborn and never wants to hear me out, thinking that whatever comes out of my mouth is always wrong
And she has the audacity to tell me that I'm interrupting her. Like, bitch no? I'm trying to correct you, I'm trying to communicate. But nooo, u just have to say that im ALWAYS interrupting u, like that's such an exaggeration. Whatever happened to listening to ur child all the time? Why is it that I always have to listen to u without saying what I feel? What abt me? Do I have a say in any of ur decision at all?
I have a right. I could've said all this. But she scratched me (prob on purpose) and used her fists to like move my arms from my face as I'm holding them to prevent her from slapping my face or even hitting me (she only slapped me once but at this rate she can even hit me idk)
I've been arguing with my mom over the smallest of stuff recently, and it's getting fucking tiring. I'm tired of trying to reason with her but her gaslighting me and making me think that I'm the bad one here. I'm tired of yelling back and forth. I'm tired of being blamed for being the one who escalated it, when I tried to end it, yet she got mad first.
I'm tired of it all.
Everytime that I have a bad argument with her, I feel like I'm a kid again, always getting shouted at for doing the smallest things wrong. It can be me dropping smth, getting 'bad grades' (Like cmon is a C bad) turning in my assignments like a day late on GC (even though the main assignment isn't on GC) etc.
I just want her to fucking listen to me once so we can get along again. She usually says "U can tell me anything, I'm here for u" when all u do is make me cry like a child again.
Does it even make sense when all parents say this?
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Venting (cause why not)
De TodoWelcome to my venting book! U don't have to read, it's actually pretty pointless if u do, it's just me talking abt my issues, what im struggling with, etc etc. Also I can't promise u that I'm not going to delete the book Enjoy!
