Idk what's going on with me lately tbh
- I can't even focus on a simple task in school without wandering in my head or looking up at the ceiling
-I'm always listening to music
-Extremely moody
Also I feel like whatever emotion I feel brings out a whole other side from me. Like a different personality of some sort. When I'm angry I act all like sarcastic and like a ticking bomb 24/7, and when I'm happy I act all social and like talk a lot or smth like that. When I'm sad I just drown in my thoughts or music and just feel numb ig.
Also I've been eating a lot, like more than I'm suppose to. I also gained, like, 3 lbs bc of it.
Everyday is the same and I feel like I'm in a loop and I can't escape from it. I'm constantly tired, and feel numb at a certain time every day. Like I'm not even kidding. And I'm acting more distant with others, which ig is normal for me since I'm lonely and have no irl friends, and my online friend just stopped talking to me abruptly, like I can SEE her online, but she ain't talking to me, even after I apologized multiple times
Also in my head to distract myself from my loneliness I like make up conversations in my head, and then actually respond to them as if they're real. Idk what's wrong with me. I'm going crazy
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Venting (cause why not)
De TodoWelcome to my venting book! U don't have to read, it's actually pretty pointless if u do, it's just me talking abt my issues, what im struggling with, etc etc. Also I can't promise u that I'm not going to delete the book Enjoy!
