Welp, I should've talked abt some issues and insecurities that I have earlier, but since it keeps affecting me, here is a list of em:
Insecurities:
-body image
-face
-perfectionalism
-superior complex (not that I think that I'm like better than everyone but i always have this need to like be above everyone to feel better abt myself, whether it be school, competitions, etc.)
Issues:
-Anger
-Trust
-Attachment
-Abandoment (mostly attachment due to past failed friendships)
(no I'm not assuming that I have these issues just bc i relate to one sign, like I actually struggle to be vulnerable every single fucking day)
These issues and insecurities were created from some past bullying and also being a loner, while living with parents that often yelled at me if I did wrong at school. I didn't have friends in school growing up, and even if I found a group, I was always left out. So here I am, struggling to live a normal fucking life with this while also having no friends at school currently :)
That's also another thing that u get to know abt me! ^^
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Venting (cause why not)
RandomWelcome to my venting book! U don't have to read, it's actually pretty pointless if u do, it's just me talking abt my issues, what im struggling with, etc etc. Also I can't promise u that I'm not going to delete the book Enjoy!
