MOVE ON / FREENBECKY

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BECKY POV

3 days later

So I've finally agreed to go partying with Irin, Orm, heng, Billy and JB

Irin and Orm came to my house to help me get ready so I'm currently in my room with my socks on, shirt on and blazer. I am currently trouser-less but I couldn't give a crap about what these two think.

"Hi I'm Becky nice to meet you" I say firmly which results into Irin and Orm screaming and laughing.

"Fucking hell Becky, smile at least, you look like you want to murder someone" Irin says which annoys me, I take my blazer off and throw it on my floor.

"Okay guys I can't do this alright, I forgot how to talk to other women" I huff in annoyance

"Becky you are sexy, you just at the moment you need to just be you know, confident, like you used to be back in the day" Irin adds, as if I'm 300 years old, I only used to be confident with Freen because she used to be really shy, god why is she even in my head right now when the plan is for me to move on.

"If you looked at me like that in the party and I didn't know you I would of crapped my pants" Orm says whilst laughing

"Laugh it up all you want" I roll my eyes as I begin putting my trousers on

"Do I look okay?" I sigh as I fix my hair into place

"Yes you, if you feel like it's getting too much just tell me and we'll leave okay?" Irin says as she holds my shoulder

"Cool, why isn't your wife coming?" I reply to her, I feel like Irin doesn't talk about her happy marriage because she doesn't want to make me feel terrible about the way mine turned out to be.

"She has a late shift, she said she'll come later on during the party to pick me up" Irin responds without looking me in the eye.

"In her police uniform is she gonna arrest us for making too much noise" Orm responds which makes me roll my eyes

"She's no snitch alright" Irin responds defending her wife noey.

Once we are at the party, I swear I wanted to go home straight away. This feels so wrong and it shouldn't, why am I feeling guilty, I wonder what Freen is doing right now in this moment.

Stop thinking about her, all she did was bring you pain in the end, is what I tell myself.

But in reality it's just hard, okay Becky, you got this. Talk to the next woman who walks past you.

"Hi I'm Becky" I tried to smile

"Hi I'm may " she smiled back and I notice Irin and Orm looking at me with a thumbs up, Irin doing the hand motion to talk more.

"So where are you from?" I walk to the seating area and she follows me and sits

She takes a deep breath before she breathes out the fastest line ever "I live locally that's why I came, I usually just chill with my pet hamster, I've never come to a party before you know, to be honest I wasn't even invited, people never invite me and I honestly I am such a fun person" my eyes widen in shock with how fast she spoke

Wow she's something

"I have my Hamster in my bag do you wanna see?" She jumps out of excitement, gosh she's never been invited to a party and this is clearly why but I felt bad declining so I just accepted the offer and once I saw the hamster I feared for its life.

"Honestly take the hamster home, it shouldn't be in your bag" I kindly request her which she agreed to

"OKAY, I'll be right back, my house is a few blocks away, do you want Cheetos or anything?" She responds

"No I'm good thanks" I rub my neck and watch her run, I watch noey turn up and notice Irin and her look so in love to this day.

Must be nice.

This party is a joke I just want to go home but I saw Orm and Irin having too much fun I didn't want to ruin it for them so I just hang out with them.

It got too crowded afterwards so walk to the bar whilst everyone dances and sit at the seat and just go on my phone scrolling.

"I take it you aren't a party person are you?" The girl behinds the bar says to me as she slides me a shot glass

"I'm not drinking tonight actually" I respond as I push it back

"It's on the house, it might cheer you up" she chuckled

"I don't want it" I firmly say

"Fucking hell you are down bad, who's the bitch that broke your heart" she says which just breaks my heart even more. She leans over the counter with a smirk, why do I feel so defensive over the fact that she called Freen a bitch. I shouldn't be right.

"Why do you assume it's a heart break? I'm over worked" I look up and I'm a bit surprised she's quite attractive to be honest

"Your friends did a thumbs up to you when you attempted to talk to the crazy hamster lady so I assumed that you are trying to get over someone but you are just struggling too hard.
Hence this very angry face" she imitated me and chuckled, I nodded at her analogy because it was precise.

"Hmmm" is all I responded before clenching my jaw and looking down.

"Listen you are too attractive to be sitting here moping about some girl who is probably a zero, if you want, my shift ends in 20 minutes, we can go back to my place and perhaps I can help you forget about it" she leans over with a seductive smirk and I won't lie, I haven't had sex in a long time, I wanted this.

And she was attractive.

I agree to her offer and wait for her shift to end.

Fast update...