LINGLING POV
"NOP TOLD BECKY" she gasped
"I need to go, I need to go" she ran to her room, threw a luggage on the bed and started throwing her clothes in their as fast as possible.
"FREEN stop running away from her, I know your scared she's going to be heart broken but by you doing this your making her more heart broken, don't leave"
"WHAT ABOUT ME? IM GONNA HAVE TO FUCKING DIE KNOWING SHE WONT MOVE ON, I'm doing this for her, I want her to be able to move on without the fear of feeling as if she betrayed me, that's why I left Thailand, I went to New Zealand and she had a girlfriend and everything was going well until that asshole dickface BILLY fucked it up" Freen screams in sobs, I watch her in silence as tears build up in my eyes, I feel so bad I wish I could help.
"Don't follow me ling, not this time, let me deal with this alone, don't tell Becky where I am and don't feel bad about it, I didn't want you to follow me to New Zealand I wanted you and Orm to stay together" Freen says as she walks past me to grab more things, not looking directly at me
"It's always about what you want, nothing about me wanting my bestfriend with me forever, I followed you to New Zealand I left my happiness in Thailand because I wanted you to survive" I point at her "I love you too, not just Becky, not just faye or your mom or anyone, your my best friend I want you to survive I want you to have your happy ever after but you, your just terrified to see how broken Becky will be but you don't realise you broke her the day you left her" I say bravely, I kept it in for so long but everything has been getting to my head
"Yes I broke her but she picked her feet up, she moved on with jane, we had updates from Orm, she forgot about me but now she knows she won't forget and she'll go crazy, you think I don't know how much she loves me? and YOU ling, I fought at the end for you, because right now I feel worthless, how many times am I going to stare at the hospital wall, how many times are you and Orm going to babysit me, you think this is fun for me?" She sobs even harder and it hurt me so bad I hold my face and sob into my hands
"If it was up to me I'd still be married to her and I'd love her like no other, but I can't, because my destiny is death, do you get that? As stubborn as you think I am, I have to be when I'm fighting for my life everyday" she zips her suitcase and walks past me with a little barge on my shoulder
"Freen please don't go, I won't be able to live without you either " I whisper
"Lingling I know I'm so thankful, I owe my life to you, you've been the reason I'm still alive. when I lost hope you brought it back, but guess what I'm not cured, I'm broken and I'm tired, let me go please" she whispers as she pulls me in for a hug but I just sob like a baby in her arms
I call Orm as Freen loads up the car with her suitcases, I couldn't control her
"We're like 10 minutes away"
"FREEN" I scream as the neighbours look but she ignores me like I'm not there, I tried to grab her but I'm not the type to be violent and I never use my strength but I tried to pull her but Freen pushes my hand away and gets in the car
"SHES LEAVING ORM" I sob
"LINGLING GRAB HER, even if you have to hurt her, just physically grab her" Orm yells but Becky snatched the phone
"LINGLING LISTEN TO ME, DONT LET HER LEAVE, tackle her if you have to, if she goes we won't be able to find her"
"She left" I mumble as her car speeds
I could just hear silence on the other side, I drop my phone and begin sobbing, I could hear a car coming as fast as possible and Becky popped her head out of the window
"WHICH WAY DID SHE GO GET IN QUICK" she yells
I run in the car and the door didn't shut and Orm was speeding
We drive as fast as possible but we couldn't find her so we split up with heng and Billy as they went to the other airport to find Freen, she's too smart.
We spent all night looking for her and we couldn't find her.
I called her so many times, And I couldn't find her, why did I let her go, I shouldn't of and instead I feel like it's my fault, I feel terrible.
How did I let Freen go like that?
The next morning I woke up and I felt extra brave
Lingling; I don't usually swear, but honestly fuck you, I've sacrificed so much for you because I love you, your my sister, and YOU left?
Freen read ✓
Lingling; SO YOU CAN SEE MY MISS CALLS? Answer you stupid bitch
Lingling: I'm sorry that was so mean. Freen please answer, at least tell me where you are
Freen: I'm relaxing on a beach
Lingling: where
Freen: sunbathing
Lingling: and what about ur medication? Or your regular check ups and appointments
Freen : ling I told you already. Leave me alone and stop worrying about me.
Lingling: you are just gonna throw me away like that
Freen: I have to, it's for the best
Lingling: I'm pregnant
Freen: what the fuck? Really, when did you find out
Lingling; shut up you stupid cow I'm not pregnant but even if I was you are going to be known as the mean aunty
Freen: I love you ling im sorry
Lingling; if you don't tell me where you are I'm gonna leak that titty pic
Freen: my titties look good in that pic
Lingling: okay what about the video of the pig chasing you in the farm and you screamed like a hyena
Freen: if you ever leak that video even after I die I will come out of the grave to haunt you
Lingling: I don't know what to do with myself Orm and Becky are still looking for you and I'd usually be in your house and I miss you can you at least tell me, when have I ever broken your trust??
Freen: I'm still in Thailand
Lingling: what where?
Freen: up ur ass
A friend like lingling is a blessing.
YOU ARE READING
MOVE ON / FREENBECKY
FanfictionBecky has been left in the dark as to why her wife divorced her and left the country with lingling. Orm chases her love but Becky has too many hurdles to deal with. g! p (Becky and Orm) mature contents 📌 little bit of swearing
