MOVE ON / FREENBECKY

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BECKY POV

"I didn't need picking up" I huff to noey.

"Come on let's get you to my house"

"No take me home"

Noey and I begin arguing whilst Freen watches us in disbelief

"Becky just go to Irin & noey's house for one night, you are too drunk to be alone" Freen randomly says

I didn't respond but noey had a smirk knowing I'm still a stupid ass simp.

I grab noey by the face as I walk to her and kiss her forehead

"Sorry for yelling at you, thanks for coming to get me" her eyes widen in shock as I walk out of Freen's house

"Thanks" Freen whispers

"Anytime" Noey says to her as she follows me

Once I'm in the car, noey takes me to her house in awkward silence, As soon as she unlocked her house door Irin is waiting half asleep.

"Come on bec, let's get you to bed" why are they treating me like a baby, oh forget it I just need sleep.

I got into bed and the words Freen said just kept replaying back in my head.

She fell out of love with me?

How did she fall out love, a month before that she was fine, we were crazily in love, it took her so quickly to fall out of love with me.

Did I admit I loved her?

Oh damn I did and I've been denying it all this time, I have to just come to terms with the fact that I'm still crazy about her, even though I should let her go, I couldn't get over her sobbing, she looked so tired and weak and I just felt distraught by the sight of her crying,almost as if she felt so bad for me.

I missed her so much and every little bit of anger I had just died down, instantly, I couldn't believe she was in my sight again.

I fall asleep with a heavy ache in my chest.

ORM POV

"I have 10 miss calls from Freen, she's going to kill me" Lingling panics at her phone

We watched Freen pull Becky inside through our windows very discreetly, although my heart was racing at this situation I felt relieved they spoke to each other.

"Did we do something bad?" I look over

"She doesn't know it's us?" I shrug

"Call her back say we were doing the dirty gosh" I add

"Hey Freen what's up? Sorry Orm and I were a bit heated in bed" she says unrealistically, she feels shy talking about sex the same way I do so I know she just made is so obvious.

She sits and acts like she's shocked when Freen tells her what just happened and I chuckle at her.

Lingling looks at me as if we did something really bad but then I look at her and mouth to her to say the truth.

"We think you should tell Becky, this is going too far now" Lingling says

"I know you think it's for the best but Freen, clearly Becky hasn't got over you and I don't think she ever will and I don't think you are over her no matter how much you say it doesn't bother you it does" Lingling sighs

"Hello Freen? FREEN helloooo?" We both look at eachother in shock and sprint to Freen's house, luckily we have the backup key.

BECKY POV

I'm up the next morning and I need to leave Irin's house, I went to Freen's house insanely drunk and I owe her an apology for grabbing her arm that aggressively and trying to force her to leave her house.

I hope I didn't scare her. She's never seen me like that before.

I park outside her house and knock but I got no answer so I walked down to Orm's and again no answer, did they go out to eat somewhere?

Becky: Hey where are you?

Orm: hey just went shopping with ling

Becky: Do you know where Freen is?

Orm: shopping with us, everything okay?

Becky: yeah just wanted to say sorry to her

Orm: I can pass on the message

Becky: no don't worry I'll say it myself let me know when you guys are finished.

Orm: okay👍

I found Orm's messages a little suspicious so I checked her location this time, I haven't done it in ages, the last time I ever checked was at her surprise birthday party, you kinda forget you have that feature on your phone.

Orm stopped sharing their location with you.

She turned her location off? thats odd, why would she do that?

I sigh and brush it off as I head to work instead.

Thoughts were running through my head about Orm, Freen, noey and Billy.

Noey and Irin do love me but I feel like I was a burden on them, I worried them.

Billy betrayed me even though it wasn't upsetting because it wasn't Freen it was just the fact that it was my partner he did it with. He didn't care about me, I felt worthless

Orm, she keeps things from me, she's closer to Freen and I never thought I'd see the day, I guess because she's married to ling, but she just seems to be hiding a lot of stuff and I don't know why I feel like she knows a lot of things I don't know. I also feel betrayed by Orm.

I should probably leave everyone alone, I cause everyone too much problems, including Freen.

Orm: I'm back home you coming?

Becky: no I'm tired

Orm: I haven't seen you in like forever just come over!

Becky: no

Orm: dude what's wrong

Becky: I think it's best we end this friendship

Orm; excuse me what?

Becky: yeah I don't want to be associated with you, I feel like you aren't the same and that's fine maybe marriages change people I'm not sure but I feel lost and lonely and broken and I can't keep being a burden to people and especially not you. Live your life happily and I wish you the best.

And with that I booked my ticket to England.