Ah finally it's Friday. I sit down on the bench outside of our school and instantly pull a notebook ,a pen and headphones out of my backpack. i draw random things that pop into my head. usually i draw broken people asking for help in many ways, but this time i drew a freakin' hamburger. wow. how deep. i'm so creative. i smiled as i feel my stomach growling. i pause the song i was listening to (shawn mendes - air ft. astrid) , pack my stuff and run to the bus stop.
i wait for couple of minutes and i see my crush- Aaron Smith walk towards me.I've had a crush on him for a year now and it's pretty obvious that i like him. everybody knows that.
"hey" he smiles and sits next to me ."hi.." i awkwardly greet back avoiding the eye contact cause i get shy and red in the face very easily. the moment between us is very...silent. mostly because i'm thinking of million ways to kill myself. seriously. i'd rather be dead than in this situation. i was resting my head in my palms when he interrupted my thoughts. "Kayla?...um aren't you getting in?" he says standing in the buss reaching his hand out for me to come in. "oh yeah." i laugh and hold his hand (FOR THE FIRST TIME!! ) luckily i'm really good at hiding my inner fangirl cause if i weren't , i'd be drooling all over his hands and screaming my lungs out.he sits down and i stand there overthinking -as always. should i sit next to him... again. i got interrupted by him. "damn. can't you do anything yourself?" he pulled me by my hand and sat me next to him laughing. "i guess not." i smile , this time looking him directly in his big green eyes.
"look Kayla. i know u like me" he chuckles. and by this point i was so close to braking the bus window and throwing myself under the wheels. damn if i got dollar for every time i though about suicide in the last 2 hours i'd be a fucking billionaire.
instead of killing myself right away i acted all tough and sassy."pff what made you think that ?" i raise my eyebrow.
he realized i was a bad actress and laughed. "well.. your so called best friend told me " he smiled from ear to ear. "Calum?! that son of a bitch! i swear i'm not telling him anything from now on!" i cross my arms , anger possesing me. Aaron starts laughing. i don't get it? "what ?" i ask fully serious.
"actually .. calum didn't tell me. in the matter of fact no one did." he laughs again. i give him a confused look. "that was just my way of asking if you like me. " he smirks . omg. what just happened. "i don't like you" i roll my eyes. "yeah right" he nodds his head.
"seriously i don't like you." i say once again. "oh. okay. sure." he smirks.
we were having this conversation till the buss stopped and we both got off. I pushed my way past him and reach out for the keys in my bag. "well.. bye." he laughs
. "bye" i wave him off
"i don't like you." i remind him before i step into my house.
i heard him laugh. i got in , closing the door and secretly watch him through the window. he's still standing there slightly laughing. " i like you too!!" he shouts loud enough for me to hear. My jaw slightly dropps ,waiting for him to leave. after i saw him walk away i screamed and call my friend Calum Hood right away to tell him what just happened.//////
hey guys. so my previous fanfic -airplane buddies was unfortunately deleted. idk why. all i know is that i'm pissed as hell rn. so instead of being depressed i wrote a new one . hope you'll like it :)x
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FanfictionIt's a story about a girl battling with depression , eating disorder and self harm caused by bullies on internet which turns out to be her boyfriend at the time-Aaron. she was forced to switch school and even a town she lived in by her worrying pare...