i couldn't sleep knowin i'll never be able to hold him and kiss him like i used to before.Knowing the things are only gonna be worse from now on. It's been 3 hours and i already miss his touch,his warm breath hitting my neck ,his smile,him. I miss him. I have never felt about anyone the way i feel about him. Damn i love him. but i ruined it. Another tear escaped my eye. Suddenly i heard the door open . It was probably mom looking for her phone charger. But the sigh was definitely not her's . He closed the door and lay on the bed behind me wrapping his arm around me firmly with his head in the crook of my neck leaving soft kisses. "i'm sorry" he said inbetween the kisses "i love you" it was Calum.
I turned around to face him. i didn't even say a word . All i did was got closer to his chest while his arms kept me warm and happy as he kissed my forehead. Just as i was lifting my head up to look at him he was gone. it was all just a dream . i sat up and cried . i checked the time it was 4:35am .
i felt the urge to throw up that's how sick i felt. i got back to bed and slowly fell asleep it took me some time but i did actually sleep.
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