LIVING WITH MY BEST FRIEND-[c.h.]

chapter 49 (the one where Calum leaves)

I wake up and i hear loud noises from downstairs. I sit up rub my eyes and lazily flop out of bed. I brush my teeth, wash my face and walk over to my closet
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I put on a pair of light ripped skinny jeans and an olive green crop top. I walk down the stairs and stop in the middle of the staircase in shock as i see my parents and Calum standing in front of the door with Calum's suitcases in front of them.

As Calum was leaning in to give my mom a hug his eyes caught mine. With tears in my eyes i ran back up closed the door and leaned against it.

I slowly fell to the floor with knees pressed up against my chest.
"Are you sure you don't want to say goodbye to Kayla?"
"I already did earlier this morning. "
as i hear the conversation between my mom and Calum i start crying even harder.

This is not what i meant when i said i want to distance myself from him. I stand up and walk over to my window. I watch as Calum waves to my parents with one foot already in the car. Suddenly he looks up to my window and frowns.

He looks down and sits in his seat. He closes the door and drives off. I run a hand through my messy hair and flop back to my bed .

suddenly a piece of paper on my nightstand catches my eye and i open it .

Whenever you're ready call me . I'll be waiting 10 years if i have to. I love you x
-Calum

. 3 minutes later after me just sobbing into my pillow someone knocks on my door. Whoever it is lets himself in and sits on the bed next to me . I turn around . "Luke?" i say with a shaky voice. I sit up and i was immediately pulled in a hug. "Are you okay?" he kisses the top of my head "No" my voice cracks and i start crying .
"Everything will be just fine i promise."
he kisses my forehead as i was leaning against his shoulder.

"But what if he finds another girl by the time i see him again. What if he falls in love with her and then i'll lose him forever."
i sob onto his shoulder with his hands rubbing my back.

"No he won't trust me. He loves YOU and no girl can change that. Just take your time. Calum did a right thing by giving you some space because you've been through a lot and you are stressed out . Everything will be just fine" i hug him tighter. "thank you" i shut my eyes closed allowing the tears roll down my already soaking wet cheeks.

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sorry for this short chapter. xx