LIVING WITH MY BEST FRIEND-[c.h.]

chapter 29(the one where it all ends)

i finally managed to look at him with teary eyes. his tension softened as soon as he saw me crying.
"so are we just going to stand here in silence" he snapped at me "okay.." i took a deep breath before looking him directly in his dark eyes. "as you know i went to the kitchen to get some drinks...and that's where Luke came up behind me and gave me a hug, he sat me onto the counter and sat next to me starting a conversation about All Time Low. All of the sudden he dragged me all the way up to his room . we were sitting on the bed when he started to give me compliments-" Calum cut me off "i can't believe you. he came up to you and gave you a hug then he dragged you all the way up to his bed trying to get into your pants?!" he clenched his fists. "we were just kissing" i lowered my head after i realized how awful it sounded. "oh. so you were just kissing? no big deal huh." he let out a sarcastic chuckle "No Calum wait " i tried to hold his hand but he pushed it away. "do those three words mean nothing to you?" he sighed turning around tugging onto his hair. "Calum please . wait." i cried through the sentence. "why should i even bother being your boyfriend when you can't even make this work.." i covered my face , crying into my palms. "please Calum " i raised my head . he just sighed and closed the door. just what i was afraid of.losing him . i threw myself on the bed and cried myself to sleep

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a quick update . xx hope you liked it bc i didn't lmao