𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙛𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙩𝙮 𝙛𝙤𝙪𝙧, maisie

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❝ i wish that heaven had visiting hours, so i could ask them if i could bring you home. ❞
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"I'm going out. One hour max and I'll be back." I tell Charles as he lies on the bed, half asleep.

It's ten AM. We got back yesterday, or rather, technically today, around five. So him still asleep is understandable.

I just have something really important to do.

I'm not sure he hears me as he simply mumbles an 'mhm'. I don't want to wake him. Instead I grab a pencil along with a sticky note and write down.

Gone to take care of something.
I'll be back around eleven.
There's already done coffee in the kitchen and Willow hasn't pooped yet so be careful of ur steps :,)
see you<3

I stick the post it to his phone next to him on the bedside table and get going. I grab only my phone and keys, not needing anything else before leaving

Once on the streets, my heart slowly starts pounding harder and harder in my chest. This is much more stressful than I thought it'd be.

When I arrive to my destination, it's still quite relatively early, so there's not much people around. I grab my sunglasses from the compartment over the rearview mirror and adjust my cap over my head.

I lock the car behind me and walk. The entrance gives me actual chills. This is my first time here. It freaks me out.

With each step, I get more and more overwhelmed, tensing up. I never thought I'd be here for her. I hate this.

I look around, searching for her. Olive gave me only one hint; 'Don't search for it, you'll just know it's hers the second you see it'. I have no idea what I'm supposed to do with that information though.

Olive's smart, but right now she feels useless. I'm not going to waste my time reading each. That's crazy. I take a deep breath and calm down, the haunting and chilling air getting to my brains.

I should trust Olive. I continue walking around, not reading the descriptions just, walking. And then, I see it.

My God, Liv.

I can't believe she actually did that. I walk over and I was right. The only pink gravestone around is for my sister.

Mia Mikati
2001 - 2018
A loving daughter, sister, cousin and the bestest of friends
"If they take advantage of your kindness, become a snake."

There's all sorts of drawings around. Snakes, bows, F1 cars... How the hell did she do that? She can't draw for the love of God.

Once the tombstone actually sinks into my brain, I let out a chuckle. She wouldn't have wanted it any other way.

Especially with that stupid quote of hers that never made sense but we all had to hear at least once a week.

I bend and sit down. I move the dirt over her grave a little and get seated. I let out a long sigh, looking at her tombstone.

"Fucking hell..." I let out, taking deep breaths as I imagine her with me, listening to me. "This is so weird." I'm already tearing up as I let out a forced chuckle.

𝐖𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐃 ★ charles leclercWhere stories live. Discover now