The Hot Hockey Player

Chapter 23 - Jude 🏒

Obviously, we ended up having sex. All night. Only sleeping at four in the morning. It was a blast. Every moment felt intense and like we deeply connected. There was something raw yet beautiful about it. And now, the picture is crystal clear. It was the best sex of my entire life. An experience that, even if I was to forget everything, will be stuck on my mind. 

We shared one funny moment despite our hot, intense, intimate night. Usually, Maddy removes her insulin pump, so there's no concern about hypoglycemia or anything like that. But last night, it seemed like me being her dish wasn't enough to prevent her blood sugar from decreasing that fast. We ended up laughing because we had to take a quick break to address it. If it weren't for this little incident, I wouldn't have stopped. At all — not unless she asked of course. Truthfully I didn't have a clue how to handle someone going hypoglycemic while having sex. I didn't repeat that part with Colin...

But she handled it so calmly, like it was bound to happen one day or another. In like two minutes, she wanted to go all over again. And I didn't want to say no but I really didn't want her to feel bad, dizzy or something. I wanted her in full possession of her emotions and to be aware of what was happening. 

So I kept asking if she wanted to stop, worried she might be too tired. I could handle myself in the shower. But after the third time I asked, she grabbed my length, locked eyes with me and — well, — her message clearly was shut up and let me do what I want to do with this thing in my hand and not only her hand. Now, it's pretty clear that I'll picture her that way, my cock between her hands, her eyes scary yet pleading. From that moment, I chose to really shut up and let her guide us. Judging by the volume of my moans — kind of inappropriate —  I couldn't be happier to have soundproof walls. I sounded like a little bitch getting banged. Actually, that's what happened. And I didn't care a bit. I learned that night that if she said she was fine, then she was fine. Intimately speaking of course. 

Now, it's seven in the morning and I have training at nine, just before my first class at eleven, so I need to get up but I can't. For one, Maddy's head is resting on my arm, her soft breaths tickling my skin. And two, I really don't want too. I never thought I would say that I'd rather miss a hockey practice than leave my bed. The thought brings a smile to my face. 

This girl literally stormed in my life and I won't change it for anything. This girl who stays up reading until no time, who hate any kind of sport, the girl who doubts her worth when she's actually everything to me. She's the girl with a body I'd kill to hold forever if I could. Madeline Langford walked into my life and changed me. For the better. 

The blanket covers both our naked bodies, but her bare shoulder peeks out just a bit. I slightly turn to face her, and she's already facing me, even though she's sleeping. My fingers hover, worrying I might wake her from her beauty sleep. So I trace every curve of her face without touching, the curve of her nose, the line of her jaw, her almond eyes, the sweep of her eyebrows, then her shoulders. I caught a glimpse of a smile on her face and truth is she was already awake.

I finally reach out, tucking a loose strand of hair behind her ear. Her left hand soon meets mine, just behind her head. Her little fingers curl around mine as she brings our hands up to her mouth, before kissing them, eyes still closed.

"Why are you looking at me like that ?" she asks, her voice soft and sleepy.

Her eyes finally open and I don't think she excepted me to be that close because of how surprised she looks, but yeah... I guess I am. "Because I'm looking at the most beautiful creature on earth."

She rolls her eyes before rubbing them. "Earth only ? Wow, I must really mean nothing."

A smile spreads across my face at her teasing, but my answer is serious. "Love, you mean everything to me."