YAY PHAN
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Summary: Dan couldn't accept it
Tags: #Phan
POV: Dan's
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It's all my fault.
It's my fault he's stuck in this mess.
I love him but I put his life in trouble, I couldn't control my anger, he ran being oblivious to his surroundings, the next thing I remember, Phil was in an ambulance.
I could've saved him.
I'm sat on the chair hoping nothing horrible would happen to him, I will never forgive myself if something happens, Chris and Pj ran over to me, peculiar they weren't screaming.
But I didn't.
A few weeks, he started to wake up, I told him how much I was sorry and how much he matters to me, he smiled then he told me how much he loves me, I would've killed myself if anything happens to him.
Things were going great really.
We started to rebuild our relationship.
Those weeks were good, lasted for 2-3 months.
But as they say..
Things don't go out as the things you wanted.
I didn't know what happened but..
A few months later, the doctor called, he told me how things were going wrong, I dropped the phone then cried on the floor, I know he isn't dead but, the chances are high the doctors told me.
He's gone
'Philip Michael Lester
1987-2016
Died of car accident.
He will be remembered.
"Happy anniversary Philly, I still remember the day you told me you love me"
