SAD->HAPPY
Summary: Phil runs out of love, luckily Dan has some extra,
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Phil never loved after he left Dan
He barely made videos nowadays
Everyone keeps on asking Dan, but honestly, Dan doesn't know anything.
Phil never trusted anyone anymore, he has completely shut down, he stayed in the flat but he never talked to Dan
"Phil?, breakfast.." Dan said gently knocking on the door
Phil hasn't slept, he only goes out the room if he needs to go the bathroom
Phil's thoughts couldn't make him cry anymore, he has cried alot of times he can't cry anymore.
He can't feel anything
He can't love.
Phil stared onto the ceiling looking like a dead person
His phone was filled with notifs and Dan is tired leaving and getting the tray of food.
But did Phil care?, No
He doesn't care anymore. He doesn't care if he dies or lives.
Dan sat down infront of Phil's door leaning onto it "Phil?, you may not reply but I know your listening.."
"Phil, I may have no words for what happened but I have a few words to share.." Dan said tearing up
"Philip Michael Lester, I may have kissed another person, I may have done nothing right to you, I may have disobeyed your sayings but I never have stopped loving you, You have kept my heart and treasured it as if it was the most precious thing in your life, and I thank you for that, I played with your heart and never took care of it, I've forgetten how much you've done for me.. the smiles..."
"Wanna makr a video?"
"Sure, what do we call it?"
"Phil is not on fire."
"The laughs..."
"Lizards, their my favorite spiky reptiles.."
"SO SCALEY!"
"Lizards, I'd freak out if I saw you in the bathe.."
"COLD BLOODED!"
"But now it has faded away..., but please do believe me when I say this, I love you and I wanna marry you, I wanna time travel and fix my wrong-doings, Phil please let me fix my faults, and when I'm done, I'll leave you alone, because I will not leave you until I have fixed you..."
Silence filled the area Until, Phil opened the door
"Ph-phil, you look so skinny and tired!" Dan said hugging Phil crying onto his shirt
"Dan, I love you, take care of me next time okay?.." Phil said giving him a weak smile
Dan hugged him tighter "Phan is back pitches."
