Ryan's POV
It has been awhile since me and Jon left Panic!, heard they got a new song I think it was called Hallelujah, I'm happy Brendon managed to keep Panic! alive, I'm happy it's still a thing. I remembered when me and Brendon would always cuddle when we got frustrated over the songs, when we couldn't get the verse, it was amazing, I got some credit when Vices & Virtues came out, I missed singing with Brendon, I miss his arms around me, I miss him.
We both decided that we should end it since Panic! was kinda breaking, but Brendon eventually found new members to save Panic, I'm sat here on my chair watching the Hallelujah music video, I scrolled through old videos then came across Northern Downpour, I hesitated before clicking the video, I eventually got to click the video.
As the music played, I couldn't help but sing along, Northern Downpour is just si amazing, I was at the ending part so I exited youtube, I never really thought that Brendon and I would come to an end like this, I'm not even sure if he and Dallon are dating. I knew me and the other members of The young veins would perform somwhere, so I asked Jon and the others if it would be okay if I played Northern Downpour.
'Well, if it's okay with them..I mean isn't this a bit awkward? play--' 'I want to do it Jon' 'Alright, alright...' I smiled, he agreed. We were going to perform(Okay I have no idea where or if they're going to perform so..just going with chicago)in chicago, and I'm pretty sure the old Panic fans would love to hear this so why not?
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I was scared to perform Northern Downpour, but I need to since I was the one who chose to sing this, Jon looked at the crowd then his eyes widened, I tried to find this mystery person but no luck, I looked back at Jon then he managed a smile, he signaled me to start.
'If all our life is but a dream
Fantastic posing greed
Then we should feed our jewelry to the sea
For diamonds do appear to be
Just like broken glass to me
I started to sing the first verse, doesn't feel right since Brendon isn't here though, I miss him so bad.
And then she said she can't believe
Genius only comes along
In storms of fabled foreign tongues
Tripping eyes, and flooded lungs
Northern downpour sends its love
I continued to sing until one guy decided that it would be a good time to climb up the stage--run up since the gaurds are there, I continued singing but when he walked up to me, my voice just fades. It was him. Brendon.
Hey moon, please forget to fall down
Hey moon, don't you go down
Sugarcane in the easy mornin'
Weathervanes my one and lonely
He started to sing with me and the song sounded perfect, like as if we complete it, as if our harmony is the missing part of it, as if we complete eachother.
The ink is running toward the page
It's chasin' off the days
Look back at both feet
And that winding knee
I missed your skin when you were east
You clicked your heels and wished for me
Through playful lips made of yarn
That fragile Capricorn
Unraveled words like moths upon old scarves
I know the world's a broken bone
But melt your headaches, call it home
I was so close to crying, scratch that tears were already on my face, I forced myself to keeo on playing and singing, Brendon used his thumb to wipe my tears away and he smiled at me, tears started to form in his eyes as well, Jon and the others were smiling at us, oh gods I'm so emotional.
Hey moon, please forget to fall down
Hey moon, don't you go down
Sugarcane in the easy mornin'
Weathervanes my one and lonely
[x3]
He started to lean closer..
Sugarcane (hey moon) in
(Hey moon) the easy mornin'
Weathervanes (hey moon) my
(Hey moon) one and lonely
and closer...
Sugarcane (hey moon) in (hey moon)
The easy (hey moon) mornin'
Weathervanes (hey moon) my (hey moon)
One (hey moon) and lonely
and closer..
[Continues in background:]
Sugarcane (hey moon) in (hey moon)
The easy (hey moon) mornin'
Weathervanes (hey moon) my (hey moon)
One (hey moon) and lonely
He rests his forehead onto mine then says something before actually filling in the gap..
Hey moon, please forget to fall down
Hey moon, don't you go down
You are at the top of my lungs
Drawn to the ones who never yawn
[x2]'
"I miss you so much" Then he kissed me.
