Dear Pete,
We've been together for a very long time now..but things never go as planned..my illness (Tuberculosis, yeah fight me, my friends helped me with this one) hasn't been doing well lately but I really just wanna thank you for forgiving me even though I told you...a bit late, It affected our band but whenever you guys go to the hospital and show me the tweets, I just feel so happy.
Apparently, our friends and our fans got the #getwellpatrick trending, I just wanna cry when I read their tweets and our friend's messages, it's just so kind of them, Pete, if only you could've noticed sooner, whenever I would try to keep up a conversation even though I couldn't, when I tried to smile even though I couldn't, I tried to stay strong but I guess It's my fault for not telling you.
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"Pete, can you pass me the glass of water?" he smiled and handed me the glassware, he sat down beside me "The doctor told me that there's a chance for you to live" I smiled "I really do hope, I wanna wear my fedora again" I said grinning, he chuckled shaking his head, he kissed my forehead smiling "I won't give up on you and I know you won't give up on me and everyone else" I smiled and nodded my head with my best effort.
After awhile, I fell asleep, I don't know for how long but when I woke up, I was greeted with a smiling faces from my friends "Hey Patrick!" that sounded like Brendon, I tried to get my glasses to earn a few chuckles, Pete (I'm only guessing it's Pete because he would be the only one to ever put the glasses on me) put the glasses on me, adjusting it as well, my eyesight started to become less blurry and saw my friends.
"Morning sweetie" Gerard said laughing, Pete raised a brow "You have Frank, leave us alone" everyone laughed and I just smiled, Ryan looked at Brendon "Atleast I don't spend my time with OTHER friends" "DALLON HAS A GIRLFRIEND, RYAN!" Brendon said screaming "Hey don't fight!, Patrick's sick!" Joe said gesturing over to me I smiled "Anyone got popcorn?" "Patrick" "I was just kidding"
Ryan rolled his eyes "Yeah, okay" Brendon laughed and hugged Ryan "You're my favorite song" Ryan smiled and hugged Brendon back, I looked at Pete, slowly reaching for his hand, he looked at me "Is there anything you need, lunchbox?" "..I just need to know if I'm your favorite song.." I said smiling a little, he chuckled and kissed my hand "Of course" "Thank you, I needed that" "Stay strong".
~~Timeskip, two weeks later..~~
I haven't heard anything from Patrick today, I hope he's doing okay, I hope he lives. I've been on twitter lately and everyone is still praying for Patrick apparently, I scrolled through the tweets until one tweet caught me
'Why are we praying for @patrickstump? is he really that important?'
I stopped, I decided to reply
'@_your_amazing yes, to people who knows and adores him, he is very important, if he dies Fall Out Boy would either have to end it or..find someone else, but we can't just do that. Patrick was a member since the start, it would be really hard to cope without our friend, lover and singer'
I smiled and pressed the home button.
I looked at the picture on the table beside the bed, I picked it up and stared at it, I want him not a picture, my phone rang, it was the doctor
'Mr. Wentz, please come here to the hospital' I rushed downstairs.
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I pushed through the people and rushed to the elevator practically bashing the up button, when the door opened, I rushed in hitting '3' and decided it would be the time to tell the others to come, if he dies, I need support.
The doors opened and ran to find his room, I ran everywhere and finally found it, the doctor came out of the room "Doctor, is he okay? did something happen? will he die? will he live? will he--" "Mr. Wentz I can assure you nothing happened to your boyfriend, I just want you to know, he won't die, he just needs to stay for a few more days until he feels ready to go" I closed my mouth and released the doctor "You mean.." "Yes, he is perfectly fine".
I shouted a quick 'Thank you" and rushed inside to see Patrick sat there, drinking his glass of water, he sets the glass down on the table, looking over to the door realizing I was there "Oh!, hey Pete" he said smiling, I ran over to him (I, of course, tried not to cry) and enveloped him into my embrace.
"PETE--oh" I turned back to see the others "How's Patrick?" "He's going to live, just needs to stay for a few more days until he can decide if he's ready to go" Brendon smirked "I'M READY TO GO!" he sang with Ryan, who did the backup vocals, making everyone smile and laugh. I looked over at Patrick again "So Pete, how's hemmy?, I bet h--" I cut him off with a kiss, I pull away "Missing you as usual" he chuckled "There's some things waiting for us" "Just wait, you'll get out soon".
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"Patrick, stop running!!" "Pete you played soccer! you should be faster!" "THAT'S NOT HOW LOGIC WORKS" he laughed finally reaching the top, there was a tree, peace and a nice view of the sunset.
"8/10" Patrick said
"Hey" I said kissing his cheek, he laughed setting the things down.
We stayed there talking about things, feeding eachother, and playing a bit, then the time came when the sun would say goodbye and let the moon take over. "The sunset!" he said smiling like a little kid, I giggled at his adorableness and stood up, I helped him up and got out of the shade of the tree.
His eyes were focused on the sunset as I, well I had other plans "Patrick?..there's something I wanna ask.." he looked at me as I pulled out a small red velvet box from my pocket and kneeled on one knee "We've been together for what seems like forever..I really do love you and I know you love me, so will you do the honor of.." I opened the box "Marrying me?"
Silence filled the gap, he slowly smiled "Yes, of course!" he said as I stood up and gave him a bear hug, I kissed him and of course, he kissed back, we both pulled away not letting go of eachother, he started to cry "This was inadvertent" he said laughing a bit, I chuckled wiping his tears.
I reached for his hand and slipped in the finger "I love you Patrick" "I love you too, Pete" I wrapped my arms around him and we continued to watch the sunset.
