Shit man, I haven't written phan in so long.
Time to fix so.
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Dan and Phil sat on the couch, cuddling with eachother. Phil's arms around Dan's body as they both watched anime, Attack On Titan to be specific. The two had been like this for the past few weeks, just laying down on the couch and stuck in eachothers arms as anime played, they wouldn't even focus on the anime anymore, all attention would go to eachother.
Phil looks down at Dan's messy brown hair, he'd been playing with his partner's hair and to his surprise, Dan didn't mind one bit. Phil loved Dan's hair, how smooth it was and how messy it got. How it would look on him, it was hilarious to watch the sight infront of him.
"Phil? Don't you just ever..ever have a sudden thought that..that this is reality?" Phil smiles, it was another thought from Dan. A midnight thought share from Daniel James Howell. Phil continued to run his own fingers on Dan's soft, brown hair.
"I do at some points, I tend to ignore those type of thoughts though. It would turn me into a silent, little man." Phil chuckled as Dan says a small "oh" quietly. Phil smiles "Have any thoughts, danny?" Dan immediately looks up and nods. He'd love to share all.
"I just find it interesting whenever everything is so calm and quiet. You'll get to have the time to process what's around you instead of being oblivious about it, you get the chance to look around and observe. How people move, how vehicles move, how leaves fly leaving you behind." he starts off, letting Phil play with his hair.
"It's just so..so calming. It's the only time we could ever experience such a calm surrounding, we rarely get the chance to ever experience those types of simple events because everyone is so busy these days, it's sad to watch. They can't sit down and just relax for a bit, letting silence take over."
"We're all just so busy. So out of focus. We all don't take the time to ever sit back and enjoy the show, we don't let ourselves listen to the wind, to the music. I'll admit, I don't even have the time to do all the things I wished everyone would do. But I wish I could have a second to do all those beautiful things."
Dan smiles, head slowly moving down to look back at the screen that currently had Attack On Titan playing, a titan being slayed. "I wish I could do all beautiful things with you, Phil." he shyly adds.
Phil thought his smile couldn't grow even more, it felt impossible to feel THAT happy. But I guess, trying to sound less cheezy, with Dan, everything is possible for Phil. It's their way of being sweet, I mean, it's every relationship's way of being sweet. Being cheezy or clichè.
"I'd love to sit down, maybe have some coffee and process everything around me with you by my side, Dan. I'd be holding your hand and asking your opinion on several things I would find interesting, you'd answer honestly with a confident smile. The smile I fell in love with, it would be a great day if ever it were to happen. I'd love that." Phil answers.
The two boys were madly in love, since 2009 to be exact. Their story was simple, yet it seemed to be special or unique rather. This was Phan, the ship everyone got into, the ship everyone refused to let go of or give up on. The power duo. Dan and Phil.
Years later, they found themselves on the couch, tangled in eachothers arms and watching anime together, Sharing thoughts they've kept probably throughout the whole day they just went through. It seemed to be apart of their schedule.
"Why are we so cheezy?" Dan suddenly asks, hands tightly holding Phil's.
Phil shrugs, planting his sweet kiss on Dan's head. Smiling sweetly.
"I don't know, but this is Phan. Our amount of cheeziness makes us the sweetest ship in the whole universe, I can understand why people ship us so much. Why fanfics are written, edits and fanarts. I understood right from the start. All was so clear and easy to know, they all knew we'd end up happy together, they all knew we we're perfect and basically eachothers soulmate." Phil said every word seriously, Dan listening to his partner as he spoke.
"They were right, Dan." Phil ends his whole story-like telling with those 4 certain words which made Dan tilt his head sideways, confused.
"Right about what, Phil?"
"You'd be the one I'd end up marrying." Phil says, smiling at the gold band around his own ring finger. "They were all right. They knew my future, crazy huh?"
Dan chuckled, looking at the gold band quite similar to Phil's around his own ring finger, admiring how it looked before a smile appeared on his face Phil seemed to admire more.
"They all knew what would happen to both of us."
"Phan is real."
"It always had been, Phil. It's been 14 years."
The two had just been married last year, 2022, all their friends and families were there to celebrate this special moment with the two. It was important to Dan and Phil, they've waited this long to just call eachother husbands. They've waited for so long to call Dan as Dan Lester, and when it finally happened, when Phil watched Dan walk down the isle with his tuxedo on, when Dan walked down the isle close to tears as he saw Phil at the altar, they were excited. Happy, full of joy.
They're finally Phil and Dan Lester.
Phil chuckled as he leaned down to kiss Dan sweetly on the lips, it was short but filled with love of course. Dan smiled "Thanks, you knew I needed a quick kiss before I go to sleep." he says, making Phil roll his eyes "I know you, Dan. Now here, rest your pretty little head on my chest and close those pretty eyes and get some rest."
"I hope I dream of our wedding day." Dan says, sounding sleepy.
"That's possible?" Phil asks, he never knew that.
"With you, of course it. Everything is possible as long as you're beside me." Dan says with a small smile.
"Of course. Now, rest."
"Yeah, I will. Goodnight, Philly. I love you, since 2009."
"I love you too, Danny. Since 2009."
