A.i -
Several hours of laughing and a few drinks later, I found myself developing a huge crush on the girl in my room - sorry, Lucy.
She was funny and smart and the more I got to know her, the cuter she got. Once we broke the fan-to-band member- awkwardness we talked more about our lives and the places we wanted to go and the things we wanted to accomplish.
The stranger at my door just hours ago was now this captivating girl that I could talk to all day. 3 am rolled around and she mentioned that she should get going. Maybe it was the alcohol, or the fact that no one would no about the time we would spend together but something made me want to ask to see her again.
"Would you want to um... hang out again sometime?" I said as I walked her to the door.
She widened her eyes at me. "Really?"
"Yeah I mean you're here for a couple more weeks, I'm here for the month. Why not? No one's gonna know."
I felt my heart beat speed up, I knew what I was doing was risky, but somehow I trusted her, or maybe I was just buzzed.
"No one's gonna know." She repeated to herself. "Yeah I would love to." She flashed me a smile and inched slightly closer to me.
It took everything in me not to kiss her right there.
"Goodnight." She said quietly and spun around out the door. I closed it and sat on the edge of my bed.
What the hell am I doing?
