TOXIC (Elizabeth Olsen x G!P OC)

75. Dead

"I'm so sorry.." My hands started to shake as the doctor spoke, barely getting any words out but I felt like I would pass out. I feel Scarlett's hand on my back. "We did everything we could.." My knees buckled and I grabbed Scarlett for support.

The rest of his words were muffled to my ears and I sank to my knees tears clouding my vision. This can't be happening.

She can't be, she has to be okay, she has to be.

Two blurry blobs of blonde filled my vision and I grabbed at my chest the air in my lungs being taken away from me and I so desperately wanted it back.

"Jordan?!" The voices that came were muffled, sounding disoriented as it hit my ears, and my chest heaved.

"No, no, she can't!" I cried, she couldn't be gone. I still needed her here. I needed her with me.

"Jordan! Breathe!" I couldn't even focus on the voice everything was still being blocked by all the noise in my head.

She can't be dead.

I shook my head, pushing back the nightmare and I took a deep breath. "Alexis, I should kill you," I spoke to her as she laid in bed and I stood on the other side of the room, slowly making my way over to her, and she laughed but it turned into coughs, and I stood by her side.

I looked her over, my heart breaking at all the cuts on her face, and looking at her hands in the cast, and I gulped.

"I just got off the cusp of death and you're making threats?" She chuckled, but I immediately punched her shoulder, not finding that funny at all. "Jordan!" She shrieked.

"Don't fucking say that," I said as I sat manspread in the chair beside the bed. "I thought you were dead! H-how was I sup-supposed to deal with that? And you start making jokes? I- You c-can't die. You- you.. I." I cut myself off, putting my fingers to my mouth, feeling myself getting emotional for what seemed like the millionth time today.

She frowned and she reached her casted hand towards me but I looked at it, then at another piece of anything in the room.

"Jordan, look at me, please." She said and I finally did, seeing the little scars that littered her face. "I'm okay, I'm here and I'm alive." I wiped a tear that fell from my eye.

"But what if you weren't? I would've lost my best friend, Royalty would've lost her mothe-" I stopped myself again, not even wanting to finish that sentence.

"Ro? Royalty where is she?" She started to sit up and I got up to lay her back down. "Jordan, where is Royalty?" She asked me panicked. I cleared my throat.

"She—" The door opened before I could finish and a doctor walked in.

"Hi, Ms Sinclair. How are you feeling?" She asked and I looked down at Lexi but she was still staring at me expectantly and I gestured for her to answer the doctor.

"Like shit, where is my daughter?" The doctor let out a small chuckle and looked at me.

"Your wife didn't tell you?" Lexi nearly coughed up a lung when she said that and I cleared my throat and she stared at me with watery eyes, then she looked at the doctor.

"No... my wife hasn't told me anything." She gave me a hard glare and I rolled my eyes, crossing my arms over my chest, muttering under my breath.

"Your daughter is perfectly fine. She has a few scratches but she's resilient. We've been watching her for any signs of pain or swelling but she's okay." She said and Lexi out a breath of relief, and I could see the anxiety leaving her body after hearing that.