TOXIC (Elizabeth Olsen x G!P OC)

Chp 41. Painting with Ro

"Is your girlfriend here?" I asked Lexi as she opened the door, and she looked me up and down.

"Where's Ro?"

"I haven't picked her up from your mother's yet, is Sam here?"

Her eyes narrowed. "Why do you wanna know?"

"Because I wanna talk to her, and you, but her mostly." She looked surprised but nodded and told me she was inside and stepped aside to let me in.

"She's in my bedroom," I said okay, and asked for a second and walked down the hall and knocked on the door, and Sam said something and I opened the door, and she was laying on her stomach looking at something on her phone.

"Baby, why are you knocking? It's your room." She said and I leaned against the doorframe, and cleared my throat, looking at the tattoo on her back.

"Nice tat," I said and she jumped and turned around, pulling the blanket over her body.

"J-Jordan!" I arched my eyebrow, my arms crossed over my chest, and I sighed. "What's wrong? What did I do?" I furrowed my brows, why does she think I would care what she does?

Well, I do care, just not in the sense she thinks, I care that she cares for Lexi and eventually will care about my daughter, but if it don't got anything to do with them I really don't give a shit.

"I don't know what did you do?" I asked her and she shrugged.

"Nothing."

"Then you did nothing," I said as if it was obvious and she let out a breath of relief, and I shut the door, and I could see the panic in her eyes. "But I did," I said lowly, the words almost coming out of my mouth forced and the panic that was in her eyes was replaced by confusion. "At dinner." I elaborated and saw the realization in her eyes.

"It's.. it's okay you don't like me, I mean it's probably weird, and with everything you went through with Lexi and now your daughter, I get it."

Lexi told her the shit we went through? I scratched my neck and sighed, I wasn't even gonna go down that rabbit hole.

"I don't not like you, and this has nothing to do with Lexi and I. I think you make Lexi happy and that's all I want, not that you should care that I want it, but you do." I saw the way her eyes light up when I said she made Lexi happy and it was really bringing up some inner turmoil holy shit.

"Then what?"

"I'm sorry for how dismissive I was at dinner last night, it was a dick move, and I'm sorry." God why was it so hard to say that, I rolled my shoulders and her lips parted. "And this is only a suggestion, you don't have to do it, but I was thinking— again you are eligible to say no— we could go out— just the two of us— without Lexi and Lizzie and I really get to know you, instead of that shit I pulled last night."

I hated that I woke up at three in the morning and thought back to that damn dinner, I would've been so much better if I just forgot it and went on about my day, but I was a dick, Lexi and Lizzie tried setting up conversations and I acted indifferent.

"You can think about it, and tell me what you decide, it's no hard feelings if you say no, just putting it out there." She looked me over, I guess trying to figure out if I was being real or not, and I told her I was gonna get Lexi and opened the door. "Alexis!" I called down the hall and her head popped around the corner, and I told her to come.

And she came into her bedroom, her eyes landing on her girlfriend first and she sat next to her and looked at me, and I knew that look all too well; Jordan what did you do?

I just waved my hand and took a deep breath. I opened my mouth and bit my tongue, it was seriously so hard to say this, I opened my mouth again closed it, and exhaled heavily.