I couldnt do it
And I'm so sorry
I tried to stay calm
As I looked through
The photo albums
Then I saw you
And I froze
I made myself walk up to your casket
To try and say goodbye
But I could barely choke the words out
I started to panic
Losing my breath
The person I saw...
I couldnt believe it was you
But it was
And I felt my heart stop as I realised
You were gone
That body
Isnt you anymore
And it kills me
To know
I cant talk to you anymore
Nor can i see you smile
Or hear you laugh
I can't hold your hand
Or sneak up behind you
And hug you tight
I cant joke with you
And I will never be able to
Say the words now lost on my tongue
I'm so sorry
But I had to leave
I couldnt stay
Knowing you arent there
It hurts so much
And I cant bear the thought
That you're really gone
Reality is setting in...
And damn I hate it
But despite how I feel
I hope you're in a better place my friend
I hope you're happy and free
I'm gonna miss you dearly
But I hope you'll remember me
Because I'll always remember you
