Truthfully your's~ [Beefleaf]

~Shi Qingxuan~

The next 15 minutes was wild.

He had totally frozen on the bed. He Xuan kissed him very roughly unlike the gentle kisses they shared.

For some reason Shi Qingxuan shivered in He Xuan's arms but the other didn't seem to pay attention or if he did he wasn't fazed by it.

He Xuan removed Shi Qingxuan's hoody in one swift motion and traced kisses on the laters chest occasionally leaving red marks.

"He Xuan please slowly" Shi Qingxuan muttered muffling his moans with his now cast away hoody.

He Xuan looked up at him whilst kissing him making Shi Qingxuan's brain turn to mush.

Suddenly he felt a sense of Deja Vu... they had done this before...

But had He Xuan ever been gentle?

He Xuan continued his work till he swiftly removed the formers pants and threw it on the floor.

"He Xuan wait-"

He Xuan grabbed Shi Qingxuan's hands with his left arm and placed it above his head while the other slipped under the laters boxers.

"He Xuan- wait.." Shi Qingxuan tried but let out a lose moan and was terrified at how loud it was.

He Xuan kept his eyes on him all the while making Shi Qingxuan feel far more embarrassed.

"Be loud" He said as he leaned to his ears nibbling on it.

Shi Qingxuan continued to moan as He Xuan stuck 2 more fingers in.

And then..

"Ah!- Ming Yi!"

Ming Yi?

Where did that come from?

He Xuan looked as shocked as Shi Qingxuan was.

"What-?" He Xuan asked his hands frozen his eyes boring into the other.

Shi Qingxuan was about to say something when his head throbbed.

"OW!" He Xuan let go of Shi Qingxuan's hands and removed his other hand off him and wiped it with some nearby tissues as the other cradled his head on his hand.

He Xuan only watched perplexed. This was getting interesting.

Memories passed in his brain in 10x speed, excruciating pain engulfed his body, He Xuan took him in his arms and cradled him and tried to touch his forehead but the other didn't allow.

Shi Qingxuan was blacking out and when he did open his eyes He Xuan's image seemed to merge or flicker between a older He Xuan, a king?, a woman?

He promptly passed out.

                                  •°•°•°•

He dreamt for a long time.

Many scenes passed by, and in everyone of them he seemed to be only telling one thing to He Xuan.

Ming-xiong I'm sorry, I'm sorry, please tell me what I can do please stop this I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry.

Kill me.

                                  •°•°•°•

Shi Qingxuan woke up, fully clothed, cleaned and drenched in sweat. He was lying on He Xuan's bed, Xie Lian was sitting on a chair beside the bed his head down on the bed. He was asleep.

He could hear voices from outside,

"He's been asleep for 3 hrs??" It was Pei Xu

"We were talking his head started hurting and he blacked out" It was Ming Yi, no He Xuan's voice.

The two of them entered the room and were surprised to see him awake.

He Xuan stayed by the door, Pei Xu ran and threw himself on Shi Qingxuan which woke Xie Lian.

"I was so worried" Pei Xu cried.

Shi Qingxuan couldn't look at He Xuan and only had his eyes on his two friends.

"I'm fine now" He said softly "let's leave"

"Yep let's" Xie Lian said squeezing his friends hand and turned to look at He Xuan but he wasn't at the door.

"Where did he go?" Xie Lian wondered aloud as Shi Qingxuan got out of bed.

"It's alright let's just leave" Shi Qingxuan spoke his tone quivering.

Pei Xu and Xue Lian exchanged looks but didn't say anything and obliged with Shi Qingxuan's request.

Back home, Shi Wudu helped Shi Qingxuan pack up, they were gonna make him repeat his current year after he joined a new school.

"Good luck" Shi Wudu said as he left his baby brother at the airport.

Shi Qingxuan put up a brave face but he didn't like leaving. An unknown city with unknown people all alone with haunting past memories.

"You please be safe" Shi Qingxuan said squeezing his brothers hand.

"I will"