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jacob:baby please stop crying

me:b-but my baby boy is gone i-i-(gco)

he then kissed me and that was his way of telling me to shut up which i did not appreciate but whos complaining

jacob:rayan is visiting  today and he has a friend with him

me:okay

jacob: and there gona keep you company  while i go handle some business

me:ok bae....im hungry

jacob:ok what you wanna eat

me:it dont matter anything

jacob:ok well stay here (give remote) watch tv and if you need me......just call (gives phone)

me:ok

i then turned on the t.v. and watched maury and th-(gco)

ive been and august for 3 months.i was with cresanto playing the x-box but then cierra came in the room

ciera:kierra mom said come here

me:ok,cresanto pause the game ill be right back

cresanto:okay but dont take too long

i then left the room with ciera and my niieve gullible 10 year old self believe everything everyone said

ciera:mom is in my room

i then went into the room and looked around for ms.august but seen nobody and i was curious to why

me:where is she i dont see her

ciera:she said take off your clothes

me:huh

ciera:mom told me to tell you ,to take off your clothes and listen to what i tell you to do and dont say nothing or she will take you back to the foster home

at the time i was 10 and she was 13 so i consider her a big kid so i had no choice but to listen because my mother and father raised me to respect my elders and listen to people older than me because they know what there talking about

me:ok

i then took off my clothes but at this stage in my life i hit puperty so i was growing boobs and butt and my body was figuring to curves and body,i could have sworn i heard her whisper a "damn"

ciera:lay down

me:bu-(gco)

ciera:now

i then did as i was told and watched as ciera undressed,she had big purky boobs and a big butt and matching thighs that i also developed over the years.then she propped my legs up and starting entering and exiting my pussy with her tongue and then she started to nimble on my coochie lips and it kinda tickled and then she layed next to me

me:do the same thing i did to you,to me

i then followed her demand and demonstrated what she did to me in an identical way and till this day i thank god she shaved .i then did something that i wish i didn't do,i lifted my head up

me:can we stop now i dont like thi-(gco)

i was cut off by the impact her hand had on my left cheek .she then grabed a knife from out her night stand drawer and pressed it against the back of my neck between my neck and head

cierra:lift your head up again and i will kill you

and i listed to what she said no matter how wrong i thought it was.she then got back between my legs and reached over to the night stand once again and i dreaded the thought of what she might take out,but what she took out, at the time was more of a mystery then trying to find out what 'thing 1' and 'thing 2' are supposed to be but as i grew i learned what proceed to me as a mystery was called a "dildo".after she took out the "mystery toy" and entered me with it as hard as she could not giving not one fuck in the world,hurting me emotionally and physical causing my virginity to be taken by a heartless girl,by force,or some may evan say by a toy all at the age of not 30 not 20 not evan 13 but only.....10.....im dead inside,but after this sickening day....chresanto,my best friend,the only person i can talk to was mad at me for a month.