me:where is rayan?
i asked myself as i waited on my bestfriend for the past hour.im watching Disney channel and my favorite show came on which was 'shake it up',i always admired the way rockie danced which is why i always wanted to be a dancer,but now im a mom and cant really live my dream because of the responsibility i now have-
rayan:sorry im la-(gco)
me:its ok ray-(gco)
?????:sorry kierra he is late because i had to go visit my sister in jail
me:(gasp)
im now standing infront of the person i thought i will never see in a million century's.the person thats part of the reason why i have a personality disorder.the same person that was my bestfriend at one point in time and the person that turned on me and also the person i dated,and it was no other than.......chresanto
I was 15.one day I was in the room with chresanto cuddling with him because we had a secret relationship going on now I know y'all probably thinking"why was it a secret?" .it was a secret because chresanto was technically my brother and cierra will probly take advantage of that kind of information.but me and chresanto was in the room when cierra busted in yelling and shit.
Cierra:what are you doing kierra!
Me:laying down what happened
Cierra:is y'all in some kind of relationship
Chresanto: (sighs)yeah cc now please leave
Cierra:you hoe
Then she started pulling my hair and punching me in the eye and basically blinding my day lights.after 5 mins she was finnaly done.chres was tryna help but she was like a beast.
Chresanto:what tf is wrong with you !!!!
Cierra:well little brother your hoe been fucking me since she was 10.
Chresanto:is that true kierra
Me:yeah but its not wha-(gco)
i then was forced from my flashback by ray ray
ray:kierra....are you ok...do u know chresanto........was that another flashback
me:......yes.......
ray:huh?
me:yes im ok (giggle)
ray:why are u giggling
me:because chres is my nigga......come here nigga
he then walked up to me but while he was walking i did the most goofiest stuff in the world
me:chresanto can i ask you a question
chresanto:umm yeah sure
me:(points to shoes )WHAT TF ARE THOSE!
ray:hell nah
ray then erupted with lauphter at my silliness
me:(points to pocket) bro yo pockets stay on E tho
before yall start looking at me crazy remember im only 15 lol
me:aye chresanto i found a package in the mail today
chresanto:please dont say deez nuts
me:im not
chresanto:ok then what was it
me:this dick in yo mouth haha godeem
ray continues laughing which cause me to reminisce the memory i had of r-
we made it to rays home and it kinda reminded me of my home when I was little,which is kinda odd because there house no where as near little as my childhood home.rayan then walked me into the kitchen and there stood this very beautiful women that resemble Ray.rayan then started to communicate with I'm guessing his mom.when I was little I took sign language and Spanish but I'm kinda rusty on both languages.I stared at rayan and his mom as they where communicating and it caused me to fill warm inside.they then glanced at me so I knew it was my turn to put my memory in check.
first I waved then pointed to myself and put my pointer and middle finger together on both hands and put them on top of each other then I I touched my left cheek with the nail of my pointer finger and began to finger spell my name
K-I-E-R-R-Awhen I was done her and Ray had a big smile on there face she then began to talk back and she said:
"I am very impresed with you kierra and you can call me kiesha or ms.smith and you are definitely welcome in are home"
I thanked her then me and Ray walked upstairs and into this pink and blue room
rayan:kierra this is my sisters room
me:oh really?,how old is she?
rayan:she's 15 and she should be on her way now but she has a bad additude
me:oh ok nothing I can't handle
rayan:k but kierra
me:yeah rayan?
rayan:you can call me Ray or Ray Ray if you like
me:(gigle)ok Ray Ray
we then started laughing and when I tell u his laugh is stupid it's historical lmla.while we was laughing I then heard a voice comming down the hall and in the room with me and Ray.
?????:(otp)yeah I'm fr that's what she s-wait a Min there is people in here I will call you back later..........ikr I can never get privacy in this fucking house.....ok then......bye bestii
and she then made a kissy noice and hung up
?????:Ray why tf are you in my room and who tf is sh-Ray Ray I swear to God if you tried to fuck some hoe on my bed-(gco)
Ray:first off faith-(gco)
me:wait did you say faith?
faith:yeah that's my name why tf does it matter?!?!
me:umm you wouldn't so happen to be adopted would you?
faith:why bitch what's it to you?!!?!?
Ray:yes she is kierra-(gco)
faith:wait......(stare harder) kierra?
kierra:yes it's me
and then she walked up to me smiling and then her smile faded and unexpectedly she smacked me.I felt a hard sting on my cheek .
Ray:WTF FAITH!!!!!
he then pushed her on the floor
faith:DONT!!!!.......FUCKING TOUCH ME RAYAN!!!!.......don't put your godamn hands on me!!!
Ray:what's your problem?
me:what happend we where bestiis-(gco)
faith:no bitch put the enfisis
on wereme:what happend?
faith:you happend you retarded white hefer...you left me alone in the smelly ass,lonely ass place!!!ALL because of you I got raped my multiple people while ms.Rogers just watched......if you would have never left they would have got YOU......not ME.I STILL WOULD HAVE BEEN PURE!!!!YOU DUMB SLUT!!!!I HATE YOUR ASS!!!!
Ray:.....bruu.....you was low-key a hoe anyway
she then stomped her way down stairs angry
Ray:umm I think you would have to sleep in my room today
me:(laugh ) Ray your so stupid " ....bruu.....you was low-key a hoe anyway " like really lol??
Ray-just saying
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